I'm going through an awful moment in my life, everything seems so pointless and gray, I'm starting to think that everything I've done here it's just a big pile of garbage, that everyone would be better if they didn't know me, and that in general I'm a big parasite stealing the air and resources that the people that are truly worthy needs. Wish I could erase my entire existence so I couldn't do any harm to the people I care if I just decided to leave this world. It's tragically funny, I know that I want to quit, but I'm aware that... that decision would be selfish and would do an incredible damage to the ones that still loves me. So for those wondering, no I'm not going to do anything that would put in risk my life, however I feel like a fraud right now, a complete failure, and I'm not sure how long it's going to take to get through this, but I can assure that it's not going to be quick.

And since I'm feeling useless already the least I can do it's hurrying up with the pending requests I still owe, since I'm feeling a lack of motivation for pretty much anything, then at least I would try to focus on doing as much as I can these days, even if I know my art it's not worth the waiting.

2024 it's definitely going to be an awful year, at least for me...