Just want to apologize that I haven't really been too active lately. Been dealing with a mix of computer troubles and some extreme emotions over current events lately. It's been... rough...

let's just say, it hasn't been the most fun being trans these days and I dread how the future will go every moment I'm awake. feels like I'm constantly trying to find ways to keep my brain off of shit only for it to come back in every day when news comes around. What's extra fun is there is no "escape", I'm never "going back" because I was never cis to begin with. If the future is the closest, I'm gonna be dead. If this is what people pass for holy, than heaven is hell. I'd rather burn.