Hi everybody, something happened and I was hospitaliced because of my mental health and... an attempt I did on myself.

I'm well, I'm medicated, my family is taking care of me 24/7 (they let me come back home under that promise), it was a moment of weakness caused of grief (for loosing both my parents when I was young and now my grandma, it was a moment when I needed my mom the most and she wasn't here) also pain (PTSD-abuse) and financial stress (I now have to pay bills that my grandma used to pay).
I was weak for a moment and did something stupid that no one should do. And I'm very sorry, I'm also sorry that I wont be able to work for a couple of days, doctor said to take a rest until monday, and then take job back slowly, I'm sorry for this I wanna do a good job for everybody. And I promise my best as always.

thank you for understanding I need time to heal, I promise I won't let you down and this will never happen again

with all my love
Eli♥

Also I painted this while in bed, they gave me watercolors
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55461013/