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I'm sorry for the long hiatus
a year ago
Hi everyone.
First of all, i want to say i'm deeply sorry for the long hiatus.
I really wanted to draw and post something on here, but life has different plans. I'm sorry that i might give you the impression that i'll be back and continue to post. But its been really hard for the past two years and i'm doing what i can to simply survive.
So to answer your questions, i'll give you some points:
1. No i'm not dead, i'm just tired. I'm more active at Twitter at least, eventough i'm just being a silent reader.
2. The reason why i didn't use furaffinity as often as i used to is because two things:
A. Back then for some reason i couldn't access it without using VPN. Using said VPN also makes the internet connection very slow, so i can't get things done by using it. Now i have access to internet provider that allows me to access it without using VPN and has a fast connection. It is temporary and i dunno if i can access it in the future. But i'm going to use it while i can.
B. My life have let me forgot about this site. I was too focused on getting my life together that i forgot about this site until someone reminded me today.
3. My main reasons for my long hiatus is that I have a messy broken family that needed me to get sorted out.
I dunno why that adults in my life needed me to take care of basic things like cleaning, cooking and groceries. But they did force me to do those basic household things just because they can't do it themselves and i lived with them. On top of that, i often get into the cross fire of the family feuds. They want me to fix that too eventough most of the time its not my problem. It really doesn't help with my mental health.
At first i was doing it because they provide me with food and place to live, they promised me that i can have the time to draw and find a job. But those were empty promises that they gave to me. From the time i woke up till i slept again, my schedule was shaped by them.
I had to buy them groceries, then cooked said groceries. After that was cleaning the house until it is spotless, this was a hard task because my family have cats and dogs that often pooped and peed in the house. And they didn't even do it in obvious places, so i needed to find those things myself.
The icing on the cake was that my place is near an open field, so dust and sand just enters to my house when a big wind comes. After that was taking care of the pets and waters the plant. Often times my parents gave me task to help with their jobs which you could argue that they employed me but with no salaries. It gives me little to no time to draw and/or find jobs. Sometimes my family fought each other and they use me as the "handyman" that take care of them when they refused to talk with each other.
Couple of months ago i had enough and contacted my cousin for a place to stay, and here i am. I'm not permanent in his place, i'm temporary crashing in so that i have the time to get a job and sort my lifes out.
4. I don't think that my parents really want me back. They just used me for as a free maid and tossed it out. Sure at face value they allowed me back but that comes also with the duty of a maid.
5. I don't have a permanent place to stay. I hope that i can find a good and stable job so that i can get my own place.
6 The job hunting is really hard on me since i have no formal job experiences and the only thing i did was being a freelancer artist.
7. I dunno if i can keep regularly posts something in here or my other social. I will not make a mistake of giving false hope to you guys, but i will try to post something.
8. Yes, the commission is still open. There are some changes, the major one is that i will not take NSFW commission for a while. There is one client that i've been working on. If you are interested, just contact me in my PM or my Twitter. I will give you the new info about my commission after soon, hopefully.
I guess that's all i have to say. I'm really sorry that i have been in a long hiatus. I really want to make it up to you guys. Hopefully i can get my life sorted it out faster. That's all for me and thank you for those who have listened to me and stayed with me for all these years.
First of all, i want to say i'm deeply sorry for the long hiatus.
I really wanted to draw and post something on here, but life has different plans. I'm sorry that i might give you the impression that i'll be back and continue to post. But its been really hard for the past two years and i'm doing what i can to simply survive.
So to answer your questions, i'll give you some points:
1. No i'm not dead, i'm just tired. I'm more active at Twitter at least, eventough i'm just being a silent reader.
2. The reason why i didn't use furaffinity as often as i used to is because two things:
A. Back then for some reason i couldn't access it without using VPN. Using said VPN also makes the internet connection very slow, so i can't get things done by using it. Now i have access to internet provider that allows me to access it without using VPN and has a fast connection. It is temporary and i dunno if i can access it in the future. But i'm going to use it while i can.
B. My life have let me forgot about this site. I was too focused on getting my life together that i forgot about this site until someone reminded me today.
3. My main reasons for my long hiatus is that I have a messy broken family that needed me to get sorted out.
I dunno why that adults in my life needed me to take care of basic things like cleaning, cooking and groceries. But they did force me to do those basic household things just because they can't do it themselves and i lived with them. On top of that, i often get into the cross fire of the family feuds. They want me to fix that too eventough most of the time its not my problem. It really doesn't help with my mental health.
At first i was doing it because they provide me with food and place to live, they promised me that i can have the time to draw and find a job. But those were empty promises that they gave to me. From the time i woke up till i slept again, my schedule was shaped by them.
I had to buy them groceries, then cooked said groceries. After that was cleaning the house until it is spotless, this was a hard task because my family have cats and dogs that often pooped and peed in the house. And they didn't even do it in obvious places, so i needed to find those things myself.
The icing on the cake was that my place is near an open field, so dust and sand just enters to my house when a big wind comes. After that was taking care of the pets and waters the plant. Often times my parents gave me task to help with their jobs which you could argue that they employed me but with no salaries. It gives me little to no time to draw and/or find jobs. Sometimes my family fought each other and they use me as the "handyman" that take care of them when they refused to talk with each other.
Couple of months ago i had enough and contacted my cousin for a place to stay, and here i am. I'm not permanent in his place, i'm temporary crashing in so that i have the time to get a job and sort my lifes out.
4. I don't think that my parents really want me back. They just used me for as a free maid and tossed it out. Sure at face value they allowed me back but that comes also with the duty of a maid.
5. I don't have a permanent place to stay. I hope that i can find a good and stable job so that i can get my own place.
6 The job hunting is really hard on me since i have no formal job experiences and the only thing i did was being a freelancer artist.
7. I dunno if i can keep regularly posts something in here or my other social. I will not make a mistake of giving false hope to you guys, but i will try to post something.
8. Yes, the commission is still open. There are some changes, the major one is that i will not take NSFW commission for a while. There is one client that i've been working on. If you are interested, just contact me in my PM or my Twitter. I will give you the new info about my commission after soon, hopefully.
I guess that's all i have to say. I'm really sorry that i have been in a long hiatus. I really want to make it up to you guys. Hopefully i can get my life sorted it out faster. That's all for me and thank you for those who have listened to me and stayed with me for all these years.
