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a year ago
Been a while since my last post... To those that haven't followed my Twitter, I'm gonna try to summarize things.
The past two years, 2022-2023 has been an ordeal;
>Mom's health having a mixture of heart issues with at least three heart attacks and dealing with colon cancer, leading me to be her primary source of physical assistance around the house once she was out of the hospital. Due to helping mom out on a regular basis, I've been unable to do much art.
>Having an older brother with severe toxic machismo testing my mental health to the extreme, all I can do to help get my mind of things was my usual escapism of gaming.
>Aside from Kyle Dragon passing away on 2021, my close friend Rankerhen also passed away on my birthday of Christmas day of 2022 due to negligence of hospital staff in Venezuela being on vacation as he died from a heart attack.
>On top of that, my father died as well on October 3rd of last year.
>Mom's health has been improving and I've had a chance to stay with my fiancee MysticPyroFreak during the recent holiday season, which was sorely needed since I hadn't seen her for nearly a year and I needed the mental break.
>I'm still trying to get back into the swing of things due to all this, my instinct is still on my current default of "I need to be on standby in case mom needs anything" which has been massively interfering with my desire to draw, and of course, finish what I still currently owe people, many of which I've shamefully kept waiting for years.
The past two years, 2022-2023 has been an ordeal;
>Mom's health having a mixture of heart issues with at least three heart attacks and dealing with colon cancer, leading me to be her primary source of physical assistance around the house once she was out of the hospital. Due to helping mom out on a regular basis, I've been unable to do much art.
>Having an older brother with severe toxic machismo testing my mental health to the extreme, all I can do to help get my mind of things was my usual escapism of gaming.
>Aside from Kyle Dragon passing away on 2021, my close friend Rankerhen also passed away on my birthday of Christmas day of 2022 due to negligence of hospital staff in Venezuela being on vacation as he died from a heart attack.
>On top of that, my father died as well on October 3rd of last year.
>Mom's health has been improving and I've had a chance to stay with my fiancee MysticPyroFreak during the recent holiday season, which was sorely needed since I hadn't seen her for nearly a year and I needed the mental break.
>I'm still trying to get back into the swing of things due to all this, my instinct is still on my current default of "I need to be on standby in case mom needs anything" which has been massively interfering with my desire to draw, and of course, finish what I still currently owe people, many of which I've shamefully kept waiting for years.
sorry to hear about the problems also
I really do hope things get better for you. Judging by the track record so far, I know that's easier said than done, but I really hope that things turn around and improve. Just gotta keep going one day at a time.
I'm sure having MysticPyroFreak by your side is going to do wonders. She is willing to fight for you and help you overcome the difficulties, it'll be a rough task but I know both of you will accomplish it.
I didn't think it was that bad. :(
I'm glad you mom is getting okay.
In fact, my life's goal is to achieve what Vivziepop did with Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss as she succeeded in what I theorized could be possible since I was a young adult.
I hope you achieve your live's goal. Though, I secretly hope you meant the art style only. But that's out of this topic to talk.
I'm just glad the worst part should be far behind of you now and won't torture you anymore! <3
I know I'm kind of alone with this, so I don't want to stop you trying to create what you want. Also I have no right to tell you what to create and what not.
So yeah. This is the short version of what I meant.
I've learned ever since dealing with both in my life to stay away from people like those.
As well as the passing of other members, as well as fellow furs... Especially Kyle.
Take all the time you need to recover, man.