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Well I guess we broke up *sigh* :'(
a year ago
This feels weird to write a journal about :'(
I guess this is a way to clear my mind and give it a place to rest so that I can make room for new memories and move on.
My bf and I been together for 8 years that is a long ass fucking time. I spend most of my 20's together with him and we had fun. It was a real rollercoaster for both of us but we fought through strong.
Fast forward 8 years later I'm 31 years old now we had a talk 3 weeks ago. We talked about that we were growing apart. It felt that we became more of roommates in the last years then boyfriends.
The spark was dying between us :'(
A lot happend and this last 3 weeks our rollercoaster came to the final drop where things sped up so fast for us. We had so many talks about things we found out that started to clash with each other. We knew that we 're coming to an end. Last Sunday it finally happend.
How do I feel know?
Heartbroken
Lonely
Feeling that everything is slipping away under your feet
Well I guess also a bit stronger than before but still really scared for what's to come.
I still care about him. There is no bad blood between us there never was but we grew apart. He wanted things I couldn't give him but also he couldn't give things back that I wanted. So we broke up. We shook hands and decided it was beter for us to stay friends.
Going our separate ways now. Hopefully the right chose?
I normally don't vent at all but I wanted to clear my mind.
I love u all <3
Fingo
I guess this is a way to clear my mind and give it a place to rest so that I can make room for new memories and move on.
My bf and I been together for 8 years that is a long ass fucking time. I spend most of my 20's together with him and we had fun. It was a real rollercoaster for both of us but we fought through strong.
Fast forward 8 years later I'm 31 years old now we had a talk 3 weeks ago. We talked about that we were growing apart. It felt that we became more of roommates in the last years then boyfriends.
The spark was dying between us :'(
A lot happend and this last 3 weeks our rollercoaster came to the final drop where things sped up so fast for us. We had so many talks about things we found out that started to clash with each other. We knew that we 're coming to an end. Last Sunday it finally happend.
How do I feel know?
Heartbroken
Lonely
Feeling that everything is slipping away under your feet
Well I guess also a bit stronger than before but still really scared for what's to come.
I still care about him. There is no bad blood between us there never was but we grew apart. He wanted things I couldn't give him but also he couldn't give things back that I wanted. So we broke up. We shook hands and decided it was beter for us to stay friends.
Going our separate ways now. Hopefully the right chose?
I normally don't vent at all but I wanted to clear my mind.
I love u all <3
Fingo
🦊