I... don't know what to say.

I opened telegram, and saw a deleted account on my pinned chats. It was  sadpepega 's chat.

I opened FA, and went to the journals. Reading  Zackmar 's title, it sent a shiver down my spine, and seeing her own just under brought a tear to my eyes.

She might have killed herself. She probably has.
Every word hurting more than the last as I read through the journal

She was unwell, but improving. I thought so. I was happy to read her messages, and seeing her progress against her depression.

Thank you sharing your feelings and your interests with me
Thank you for our chats
Thank you for working with me

You will be missed