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Years of Friendship--Flushed *Rant*
a year ago
Today I lost a good friend in 
speedybolt, or so I thought who's my friend.
For those of you who are unaware, I am currently having emotional roller coasters due to having a home living crisis, hence why ibpost my art slower than usual though I do what I can to appease my wonderful fans and friends alike.
But to the point, I was falsely accused by my former friend, for something so ridiculous stating that I was using him for my personal gain.
I would never take friendships for granted. It's thanks to my friends including him that I kept going and enjoy drawing what I draw best. This hurts coming from a long time fan and friend. In some ways he inspired me for vore and macro art.
And to let one little argument get to him, even going as far as to block me without giving me time to reply and rant about me behind my back on X rather than talking things out like an adult. And ironically he claims I threw a fit when in truth he was the one who threw a fit like a 2 year old.
Everyone, I don't normally mention anyone upon rants, so this was the first for me.
Just wanted to let it out of my chest.
And speedy if you are reading this, I'm not sorry for earlier. You assumed I wanted nothing to do with you and blocked me without giving me time to reply over something silly. I thought you knew me by now but i guess not. I even offered you free sketch and you turned it down, and normally I don't do freebies for anyone. I wanted to express my thanks for yesterday. I give this privilege only to close friends and you have the nerve to say I was using you? I hope you feel guilty for throwing away our friendship. That's all I gotta say....
speedybolt, or so I thought who's my friend. For those of you who are unaware, I am currently having emotional roller coasters due to having a home living crisis, hence why ibpost my art slower than usual though I do what I can to appease my wonderful fans and friends alike.
But to the point, I was falsely accused by my former friend, for something so ridiculous stating that I was using him for my personal gain.
I would never take friendships for granted. It's thanks to my friends including him that I kept going and enjoy drawing what I draw best. This hurts coming from a long time fan and friend. In some ways he inspired me for vore and macro art.
And to let one little argument get to him, even going as far as to block me without giving me time to reply and rant about me behind my back on X rather than talking things out like an adult. And ironically he claims I threw a fit when in truth he was the one who threw a fit like a 2 year old.
Everyone, I don't normally mention anyone upon rants, so this was the first for me.
Just wanted to let it out of my chest.
And speedy if you are reading this, I'm not sorry for earlier. You assumed I wanted nothing to do with you and blocked me without giving me time to reply over something silly. I thought you knew me by now but i guess not. I even offered you free sketch and you turned it down, and normally I don't do freebies for anyone. I wanted to express my thanks for yesterday. I give this privilege only to close friends and you have the nerve to say I was using you? I hope you feel guilty for throwing away our friendship. That's all I gotta say....
Some people are just not worth it anymore..You're better off without those people, this site been lacking forgiveness in my experience. I could never get any apologizes accepted from any of the users who had blocked my account that I interacted in the past.
I'm here for you, and I got your back always, feel free to vent to me anytime if you need someone, I'm there for you.
You're right. Over one little thing that wasn't even serious, and I get blocked for it shows I don't need that person. I can't stand people who throws a fit over nothing despite all that we went through these years. Least I have new supporters and friends. i truly appreciate your moment and time in reading my journal. It means a lot. Thank you so much. ♥
Don't give up, keep doing what you love doing, don't let one person stoping you from what you like.
I got your back, and it's my pleasure
And you're right, he's grown toxic and I can't take that, not in the current state I'm in. I sometimes forget that not all people change for better, some can turn out worse. Thank you very much for your time and talk. It means a lot ♥
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
I hope you get it all worked out