So what have I been up to?
a year ago
So I have been lost from this place and besides the odd favorite might seem like I am gone for good.
There are quite a few things that I want to do and show but I guess I should mention things one at a time.
So I am still drawing and doing pictures, still mostly sketches and still mostly to myself. I know that I shouldn't care about the numbers game but when that number is a 0 it kinda does bring into mind if I should bother because I don't even get any sort of feedback at all; and it doesn't help that uploading things can be a bit involved and while there are places to help but I don't really feel things clicking. This is just an excuse as to why I tend to keep to myself and would rather post on discord in the odd server cause at least there I would get a couple of people reacting at least. Maybe things have changed now but we will see.
As for other projects I have been doing some Live2D models for the purpose of making Vtubing models and even have some under my belt, I should at least upload some of these so it doesn't look like I am blowing smoke into the collective asses of anyone looking here. I have a lot of plans that I want to do still and I hope I am able to handle it.
Another thing is that I am on new psychiatric medication that has helped with my anxiety and ADD now, hopefully things will be more stable as well although it also has to do with drinking more caffeine now, more into those caffeine infused juices than coffee.
Well I guess I should ask around if anyone wants to have a sketch done for them if only to make it seem like reading this was worth it, heh.
There are quite a few things that I want to do and show but I guess I should mention things one at a time.
So I am still drawing and doing pictures, still mostly sketches and still mostly to myself. I know that I shouldn't care about the numbers game but when that number is a 0 it kinda does bring into mind if I should bother because I don't even get any sort of feedback at all; and it doesn't help that uploading things can be a bit involved and while there are places to help but I don't really feel things clicking. This is just an excuse as to why I tend to keep to myself and would rather post on discord in the odd server cause at least there I would get a couple of people reacting at least. Maybe things have changed now but we will see.
As for other projects I have been doing some Live2D models for the purpose of making Vtubing models and even have some under my belt, I should at least upload some of these so it doesn't look like I am blowing smoke into the collective asses of anyone looking here. I have a lot of plans that I want to do still and I hope I am able to handle it.
Another thing is that I am on new psychiatric medication that has helped with my anxiety and ADD now, hopefully things will be more stable as well although it also has to do with drinking more caffeine now, more into those caffeine infused juices than coffee.
Well I guess I should ask around if anyone wants to have a sketch done for them if only to make it seem like reading this was worth it, heh.
And since you read my journal is there anything that I could draw up for you?