It won't be long now..
a year ago
I'm sorry, however, I am simply unable to continue without support. I've tried so hard to be the best version of myself, to stand up for myself and not let my kind nature be my undoing. I believed that you should treat other how you wish to be treated... Moreover, I don't think about it, I just do whatever is my instinctual response to a situation. I'm kind.
Unfortunately, most of my life hasn't been so kind. And I'm not exaggerating when I tell you that it's worsening exponentially by the minute.
I have little left now. No family. Anything I treasured from my childhood is gone.. my animal companion. I have to be careful about the few attachments I have now... Just two (irl. Online, one) and I am not sure if I can survive anymore breaks in which I have remaining.. I'm so tired these days.
Unfortunately, most of my life hasn't been so kind. And I'm not exaggerating when I tell you that it's worsening exponentially by the minute.
I have little left now. No family. Anything I treasured from my childhood is gone.. my animal companion. I have to be careful about the few attachments I have now... Just two (irl. Online, one) and I am not sure if I can survive anymore breaks in which I have remaining.. I'm so tired these days.
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Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us,
I don't have much to say, but the commission you made for me is one of my absolute favorites and I'd love to get one from you again..
Hang in there and I am wishing you with all my heart better days to dawn your way.
I just dropped in because of the piece you did of Jon Sunset so long ago. I don't know what you've been going through, but it sounds awful. I hope/suspect you have more people caring about you than you know? I hope you can connect with more of them and/or some new people. Is there another forum you frequent, or only here? Good luck!