in referance to this Journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10821960/ "Making the outside match the inside" , yesterday i had a follow up to a tri-monthly checkup (medication and adjustments/bloodwork.) and poped the question w/ my PCP (Primary Care Physican.)

he was MORE than accepting got a hug from him and has refereed me to an Endo. i should be getting a call back within the next week for an appointment to start from there discuss matters and hopefully to start Meds and begin my journey on a Sex change MtF.

i have struggled since the mid to late 2000's with Gender Dysphoria. i have looked at myself in the Mirror, only to look back and be disgusted by a Male body and i stare between my legs to see a useless piece of anatomy. whiel in michigan i was beholden to at the time regulations requiring to pass a mental and physical wellness check before i could be seen. and failed the physical check (all i had was i was lil over 250lbs n slight anemia.). its been 3 nhalf since moving to NC, and i looked as "Hurrr de DERR south lands of "Mah guns n muh freedom!" that it was an openly death wish to try, MUCH to my amazement i was sorly wrong and so much LBGTQ/trans support here! my depression was allready peaking and seeing the comic "Dragon HRT" just made me finally go "Fuck this enough emo depresso. im getting old its now or never before long..." .

im happy to finally get started, i have a big enough support network in place (friends who identify as trans, an online sis Hiromi Kitsune who's got surgery around the corner! n who she herself has been transitioning since the 2000's)i have friends on FA . on social media in SL, and on discord to fall back on. a New chapter in my life's beginning . one i was all but thinking was never going to open. i have a lovely name picked out and im prepared for a long journey ahead.