Hi everyone.

Here's the main reason why i'm upset all of time, it's because of my actions that i did to everyone, especially herbjive & d00mhound, & the lost of my close friends, jasie & anonymousxd1999.

i haven't been the same ever since last year & the start of this year with them gone, it affects me the most that i didn't get a chance to not only get artwork from them, but to say my last goodbyes, it hurts me the most that i know them on discord, furaffinity, inkbunny & twitter before they left, i can wait till i feel better & ready to chat cause i need someone to be there for me about my problems when i'm upset or having a bad day, do you guys know why i'm upset, it's when the more i wanted to apologize to others or to do things right, the more i keep screwing things up, i just wanted to get to know everyone that i have mental health issues if you guys haven't noticed a thing about me, it's very hard & difficult trying to move on from it.

P.S. i'm planning on closing down my old account for a new one to reupload the stuff i had to the new one & calling it TGA5000 cause the full name doesn't suit me anymore.