well.. in my last journal...you know how i said i am still alive? ...well...psych! ..sorta...

well not soon after that i was hospitalized for a dental abscess infection and had to stay in the hospital for a few days...

my neck and jaw became swollen and oral antibiotics didn't work, so it extended my hospital time

i had surgery to drain the infection and the recovery time is not pretty... i have had lockjaw for a month now and it still hasn't let up, because of this my bad tooth that caused the infection cannot be removed or fixed because the dentist can't get in to my mouth..

A terrible catch 22

So tomorrow i will be going to the hospital again for another tremendously expensive (thank you US health system!!) cat (haha...cat scan) scan

If the cat scan indicates that i have more pockets of infection then i will have to go in to surgery and repeat the whole process

On top of that i just got another infection/illness that i might have picked up from the hospital ...

Been a little hard without my family supporting me, but my mate has been amazing this past month.. he stayed almost every day in the hospital with me..

I am very sorry i haven't been online, i miss all the lovelies , saro and crim i haven't forgotten about you and i think of you guys almost every day !!