I dont really know what to say, just you know updating from the last journal entry.
Things are still feeling like limbo. Ive just now started getting to the numbness emotionally. It's been having an affect on my artwork for sure, I'm doing a lot less despite still having commission interest. Im still not in a place to do NSFW stuff.
I just went to Festival of Friendship recently and that went fine, i got my social boost in, caught up with people and did fine vending at the event too. The Friday went so well but things just got emotionally hard by the last day.

Im gonna be focusing on my new job, ive been here nearly 2 months now and im already at supervisor level, so this is a real achievement for myself for someone with no skills, only ever had the one desk job and low self esteem. I am hoping to make a few meets, theres the Cornish furs meets down here I still need to get to when im not working, I miss the Soton and Reading meets a lot. Its just not felt the same without them, but my main goal in the next few months is to try and attend a Cardiff meet as I have so many friends there. So do let me know if you attend those ones.
The only cons I will be aiming to do are UKPonycon and Furcation. Zap Apple Camp is taking a break this year as we just havent the mentality or "manpower" to put it together this year. Its also a stress I could personally do without right now. So we're already planning ideas for 2025 at least.


Commissions will remain open, though I may generally do less or its just horse based content. I just want to do lots of personal art. I am also really into model horse customisation as a hobby so thats got a lot of my time and attention and also lets me reflect offline.

I am most active on telegram and discord these days so let me know if you want to talk or if you want a commission. I'll still read notes too.