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Crossroads
a year ago
Ladies and gentlefurs, today I'm writing an open diary entry of sorts. It's targeted mostly at mutual furs, but even if you don't know me purrsonally, feel free to talk with me about it.
It's been about 6 months since I moved out. It's taken an emotional toll on me. While finances are okay, I can't exactly save the kind of money aside I want for the full suit in a reasonable amount of time. I feel lonely and sad on days when I really shouldn't be. Work/life balance feels very poor, just one of many consequences of the economic/political discourse happening worldwide. My lease ends October 1. Before then, I'm going to start downsizing hard so I can pack my stuff up and find a roommate to live with.
As for who I'd choose to live with? Most likely another furry. Within my state, too, just for the sake of logistics. I'm already speaking with someone on telegram right now about it. Financial benefits of rooming with someone aside, I also need the companionship. I just want someone who I can talk furry stuff with irl with after a day of work. Someone who I can build up, and they could build me up.
Dare I say it, but could I be looking for a mate rather than a roommate? I'm really not sure what to think. Even though I'm iffy about being touched, I also feel touch-starved some days. Not, like, the adult, kind of touching, more like being hugged, you know? Despite me being female-focused, I'm even open to allowing some boys approach me. I have hard boundaries though; I fear that I might be too restrictive and repressed for most furries' tastes.
October 1 is still a ways away. I need time to think about it more as I downsize. I know this open diary entry has been alot more personal than what I typically like to post online, I feel like it's the best way for me to open up.
I thank you all for your time, meow.
It's been about 6 months since I moved out. It's taken an emotional toll on me. While finances are okay, I can't exactly save the kind of money aside I want for the full suit in a reasonable amount of time. I feel lonely and sad on days when I really shouldn't be. Work/life balance feels very poor, just one of many consequences of the economic/political discourse happening worldwide. My lease ends October 1. Before then, I'm going to start downsizing hard so I can pack my stuff up and find a roommate to live with.
As for who I'd choose to live with? Most likely another furry. Within my state, too, just for the sake of logistics. I'm already speaking with someone on telegram right now about it. Financial benefits of rooming with someone aside, I also need the companionship. I just want someone who I can talk furry stuff with irl with after a day of work. Someone who I can build up, and they could build me up.
Dare I say it, but could I be looking for a mate rather than a roommate? I'm really not sure what to think. Even though I'm iffy about being touched, I also feel touch-starved some days. Not, like, the adult, kind of touching, more like being hugged, you know? Despite me being female-focused, I'm even open to allowing some boys approach me. I have hard boundaries though; I fear that I might be too restrictive and repressed for most furries' tastes.
October 1 is still a ways away. I need time to think about it more as I downsize. I know this open diary entry has been alot more personal than what I typically like to post online, I feel like it's the best way for me to open up.
I thank you all for your time, meow.
