Hello everyone, am so sorry dor not posting or making my presence know for this past few months. a lot has happened but long story short my pets are no longer with me and i am currently living with an aunt cause i kinda don´t have a home at the moment but its really nothing to be worried about am fine, i made the mistake of given my birds up thing that they would be happier with someone who had a stable house and wasn´t moving around a lot like me but my lack of good judgement has cost my birds their life, tbh i didn´t want to give them up cause i knew most people are inadequate to care for birds but I thought that maybe i was just being selfish and they would be better without me but i was wrong. As for my cat she got cancer last summer so even though I knew her time was runnig out it still hurts you know?. I never wanna have pets again I understand that pets died but i didnt want my friends to die all within weeks from each other. I know its useless to blame myself but I just wish i at least didn´t give my birds up is hard to know if they would have actually been better with me since am practically homeless for lack of a better word (I just dont have a stable home at the moment but am staying with family and I always have food and a ruff under my head so please don´t worry. I apologies to the people i owe art to i haven´t being wanting to create art in a long time, it feels like a chore now and i hate it, maybe am just having a very hard case of art block. Again i apologies I am not making excuses I just want to explain why i most likely wont create anything in a long time for lack of time and a proper place to feel inspired. am so sorry to everyone.