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I'm fixing my sleep deprivation at all costs
a year ago
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I've been kind of abusing the hell out of my sleep schedule and body trying to wrangle with the fact that there is ~3 usable hours in a day and 99999 things I want to do in life and not a fraction of time to do all the super time consuming things I wanted to do
Since I started my new job and went from "turbo sleep abuse" straight into "rigid and unaccomodating 7 hours expected out of me Monday to Friday" it's kind of wreaking a special kind of havoc in my life and it's put me in a barely functioning state
Thankfully I've taken some *hard life decisions* and made it my mission to be extremely rigid about my sleep cycle and getting scientific with how I treat my sleep problem by trying everything I possibly can to solve the multiple root causes that ultimately culminate into "tired all the time and barely able to talk to anyone or draw"
It's kindda painful to have to choose between what I am going to focus myself on but I'm slowly accepting that reality. It's better than burning the candle on both ends and then being plunged in an emotional hellscape. I've been in a really, really, REALLY alarmingly bad mindspace haha but I have hopes I'll climb out of it with this change of attitude I've been slowly having.
Wanted to make this journal especially to give people an idea why I've been kindda withdrawn and barely active.
Also KOMUGI IS SO CUTE I HAVE BEEN WATCHING WONDERFUL PRECURE AND I WOULD LIKE TO GUSH ABOUT HOW CUTE SHE IS FDNLGSJ;SDFGNH;LSDGFAS;LDF SHE IS SUCH A NEEDY LITTLE POBRECITO I WANT TO HOLD HER *blows up*
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....51da1e4954&;
Since I started my new job and went from "turbo sleep abuse" straight into "rigid and unaccomodating 7 hours expected out of me Monday to Friday" it's kind of wreaking a special kind of havoc in my life and it's put me in a barely functioning state
Thankfully I've taken some *hard life decisions* and made it my mission to be extremely rigid about my sleep cycle and getting scientific with how I treat my sleep problem by trying everything I possibly can to solve the multiple root causes that ultimately culminate into "tired all the time and barely able to talk to anyone or draw"
It's kindda painful to have to choose between what I am going to focus myself on but I'm slowly accepting that reality. It's better than burning the candle on both ends and then being plunged in an emotional hellscape. I've been in a really, really, REALLY alarmingly bad mindspace haha but I have hopes I'll climb out of it with this change of attitude I've been slowly having.
Wanted to make this journal especially to give people an idea why I've been kindda withdrawn and barely active.
Also KOMUGI IS SO CUTE I HAVE BEEN WATCHING WONDERFUL PRECURE AND I WOULD LIKE TO GUSH ABOUT HOW CUTE SHE IS FDNLGSJ;SDFGNH;LSDGFAS;LDF SHE IS SUCH A NEEDY LITTLE POBRECITO I WANT TO HOLD HER *blows up*
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....51da1e4954&;
Also, oh no, a cute character. If I were to guess, when the time is right, there's going to be some
Silly, embarrassed, inflated feral nipples at one point