How long has it been?

I can't remember the last time I was on here, or the last time I was actually dedicated to anything art related like I have been the past few days.

Why?

There has been so much...I wish I could tell you everything </3 but all i will say is that I got hurt a lot, and I learned to manage and survive. I learned to become stronger and better and although I discovered many broken parts of myself that may never be fixed, I also managed to become a warrior in my own way.

So so much has happened. I feel like everything here has just collected dust if it was actually physical.

So where do I start?

First of..MACI IS BACK!

I never knew that me and my artworks would have an impact on the community.

So lets be clear, I left that community because there was a lot of drama. Certain people with issues and so on and so forth.

Back then I was young, I got mixed into drama easily and I was too open minded and open hearted. Which left me vulnerable to be picked off, targeted and attacked.

So I gave up on Maci Durramee, I gave up on me.

Since then I tried furry stuff, anthros, Lance for example and not to mention...Malivous.

At some point, and I cant recall when, I just ditched art. I got to angry with myself trying to find my own style. I got angry because I couldn't do what I wanted to do.

Frustration and art block can be a dangerous thing.
Of course RL work gets in the way of things. I got so wrapped up in it that I forgot that Maci was my escape.

I wish I could explain everything to you all in just one journal, but its not as simple as that.

So let me put it this way.

Maci is back!

I'm going to re-write her story. It will be similar, but it will be my own and I hope someday I might get it published under 343 company one day :D
But thats just a very very big and crazy dream.

While I will be working on producing this new re-written version of Maci, I do hope to do some art of her again.

Where I went wrong was drawing Humans, anime and trying to mimic the styles. Which I just couldn't seem to do very well.

So now I am going to find me, I am going to bring Maci back to life and I am going to do it with all the strength I have left in me.

Because I never finished Maci's story.

I NEVER FINSIEHD HER STORY!!!!

Until now :D

So bare with me while I rework things and focus again on this amazing journey of life with me, with Maci, ok ok and Malivous too...because hes a pain haha.

Thank you, to those that are still here, those that are still listening...Thank you <3