The title references the fact that I have been frequently switching between happy and sad states.

Haven't said much here. Still haven't posted anything though I have been drawing occasionally. Should I start posting here again? Could I overlook the ugly policies this site makes?

I'm aware that May is just around the corner, and that usually is when I open up entries for Diapered Gatomon Day. However, I have been debating whether or not to do so. Last year, I had some difficulties most unpleasant. The first was one entry which I initially didn't allow (it had elements that made me uncomfortable), though I did change my mind, but even then, the artist was rather rude, demanding I clarify the rules better even though I never had this issue before and never said please even once. Most people would tell me to just block them, but would that be too far? They were just entering a piece they didn't know would upset me. Still, I felt they could have handled it better.

The next factor was one of the rewards I drew. This reward pic was one of the worst requests I EVER worked on. I straight up asked them if they wanted this one thing, and they said yes, then I drew it and they said they wanted it a different way. It pissed me off. I could just ban that user from ever getting rewards from me again, but that also feels like a rather harsh retribution.

So yeah, I'd love to have more diapered Gatos, but I'm not sure if I can put up with this crap again.

In other news, I've finally taken some initiative and am enrolled in an online course that teaches C# for game development, which at the very least will make me more familiar with coding at the cost of more of my time. I've also had some success with 3D modeling, though I've had some errors importing my character model into Unity. If anyone can aid me with that, I have a video explaining the issues here: https://youtu.be/9MwVfRXTF3w