I still feel lost on some things. Especially regarding what I want to do with my life. Don't want to. Be in retail all my life. XD ... But that'll be something to work on, maybe see on government jobs when they're actively hiring in areas I can actually attempt for (and not worrying me over waiving restrictions over being short-staffed >.>). But feh, I do feel like. I want to get myself more into something...artsy. I've withered so much here, I don't delved into artwork anymore, and I never even look at written works anymore, which pains me, feels like so much effort. Maybe just put myself on a long burnout, probably why I rarely write anymore. Though it's not stopped me from, like. Contemplating selling my poetry skills to others. Or learning how to weave. Or play an instrument. Though I kick myself on that because I'm also trying to pull myself out of this damn financial hole of mine and get my life at least starting up. Too many thoughts, though, too many thoughts. Hell, I've thought about becoming a witch and all that. I'm agnostic, but I'm also of the belief I NEED to see it to believe in it. But maybe I'm hindering myself? I dunno. Kick in the pants or something, feh.