I felt ya man.

Jobs are annoying. Either you find something and you hate it or you don't find one at all. :/

I'm able to find one but the jobs I apply for don't want me :(

Another issue sadly. : <

I'd rather you not go the IRL Streaming route... I've seen the kind of person one becomes when they start and "Professional Asshole" or "Guy waiting to find out" is something you don't want as a profession.

There are other types of streamers on just those two type

As far as streaming goes, whether or not you have anything to talk about isn't important moreso your ability to induce a conversation and just talk, all the while pacing yourself. I'm not heavy into streaming myself or watching streams but in my experience talking about one's self outside the context of producing artwork is not a considerable portion of what's being said on stream.

That said, you can also play music or a movie or a video or something. Maybe do a jokey little thing about playing [Dis-knee movie] and drawing a character from said movie in some grievous (but not excessive) harm in the time it takes for the movie to finish or something.

'hug' Hopefully things will improve for you soon.

It won't

I can't understand why people won't hire you. You are a great artist. Maybe if you approach them in a different way, perhaps being more professional or something? Anyway I'm sorry, I'm not much in the way of making great motivational speeches.

I was being more professional but still get rejected

That does suck. 'hug'

Freelance was too hit and miss for me to continue, even as a side hustle. AI is unfortunately the future and invading every aspect of the creation pipeline. I have abandoned all hope that I could have a financial future in art, and instead have returned to school. If you are only looking for art positions, I suggest expanding to pretty much any job that is paying a decent wage, or at least expanding into Maya, Zbrush, Substance Painter, etc. and maintain a wide variety of creation skills.

A lot of people are hurting for money, including employers, and my non-furry products aren't selling like they used to. The financial collapse is imminent, I think we have maybe two more years.

I'm terrible at 3d I tried but giving my disability it's been frustrating and the tutorials aren't any help.

I feel bad not being able to offer any advice, not even YouTube advice. Streaming though, It's all RNG when there are more content creators than viewers. :(

Have you consider some sort of temporary service job? Just as something to put money on the table and, at least in the one I used to work at years ago, it's rather low commitment. Can't imagine your experience will match mine but, who knows, you might, at least, be able to make a slightly more comfortable living.

Plus, who knows, perhaps you can make some connections. You never know who might need some artist work.

I did but they don't want me, plus the last service job I had gave me ptsd and have to go into therapy.

Hm? What kind of service job did you do, if you don't mind me asking? I mean, unless you got in some major trouble and/or got blacklisted, or they are fully staffed, I can't imagine they would say they don't want you.

I work at Disney at their warehouse I think it counts as a service job. I send emails and resume to companies but they ether say I'm not a fit for them or just don't call back, I call back but get no answer. t I was discriminated by them and bullied. It makes me feel like I'm not cut out for anything.

Well, I say this only really having my experiences to go with (I'm also American, just so we're clear), but with a temp agency you get registered there, and if there is work and spots, you get sent there to work. For how long varies, but it would be a good idea to ask. Look around at some temp agencies around your area and see what comes up. I can't speak for whom will be your coworkers, though, I've had some... experiences with some in the past, but for the most part, if you get a temp service position, just keep your head down and do what you can.

I, personally, treated the temp service jobs I had as 'my actual job' until I got hired on, but a number of people do use it for additional income or to help with some money while they transition to another job.

The last time I went to a temp service they put me at Disney, maybe I'm just descent to be a failure and homeless.

Oh, I see. I am assuming there were no other positions?

I think disney might have black listed me.

Maybe I'll sound like I just repeat the whole world already says from some time but I hear over and over again AI seems to steal people's job and because of that an art industry is in big crisis now. I really wish, I could tell you other solution than re-industry yourself. :(

oh hell, I only noticed you're open for commissions!

Yeah my commissions is ALWAYS open. It so odd people don't notice it when I have it in plain sight on my front page.