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Pre-christmas week
15 years ago
Every beast has something to say
Many things have happened, some good, some bad, and some are rather confusing.
My Family is nearly to shatter. the cause being, My Big Sister. she's always quarreling with everyone. I've learned to live with that. she is just like that. but things are going a bit over the edge in these days. At first, I was really scared, but I understand it has nothing to do with me. She will probably leave the house soon, and altought it saddens me, I will accept it as it comes. Mother is being a martyr about this and I really dislike that. But she is like that, i guess and I cant change it. My self... I have my own issues to work out with my family, being gay is one. But we will get into that some other day.
My doggy died. or rather, I killed her. she was sick from an infection originated by her abortion. while we were treating her antibiotics, nobody noticed her kidneys collapsed. her final days were of absollute suffering. I had the chance to end her suffering sooner but I was too coward and too hoping that she'd get well. I was wrong. I feel no guilt on her death, but I do feel guilt for her pain. Oh well. she wont suffer again.
My grades are abysmal this semester, heh. If things keep going like this, I dont know whats gonna happen. Im doing a final effort to set things right, but I dont know if its gnna take me anywhere.
But also, something good happened- I cant tell you much right now, but its probably the best thing is going to happen to me :D
More information on that, later.
By the way I started weightlifting at home again, Hope I get results soon
My Family is nearly to shatter. the cause being, My Big Sister. she's always quarreling with everyone. I've learned to live with that. she is just like that. but things are going a bit over the edge in these days. At first, I was really scared, but I understand it has nothing to do with me. She will probably leave the house soon, and altought it saddens me, I will accept it as it comes. Mother is being a martyr about this and I really dislike that. But she is like that, i guess and I cant change it. My self... I have my own issues to work out with my family, being gay is one. But we will get into that some other day.
My doggy died. or rather, I killed her. she was sick from an infection originated by her abortion. while we were treating her antibiotics, nobody noticed her kidneys collapsed. her final days were of absollute suffering. I had the chance to end her suffering sooner but I was too coward and too hoping that she'd get well. I was wrong. I feel no guilt on her death, but I do feel guilt for her pain. Oh well. she wont suffer again.
My grades are abysmal this semester, heh. If things keep going like this, I dont know whats gonna happen. Im doing a final effort to set things right, but I dont know if its gnna take me anywhere.
But also, something good happened- I cant tell you much right now, but its probably the best thing is going to happen to me :D
More information on that, later.
By the way I started weightlifting at home again, Hope I get results soon
You would need to have seen her, her body all dehydrated, he eyes all veiled, unable to focus on objects, he jaw rigid, he tongue self bitten purple, her troath close, her lungs convulsing for air, his heart trying to send blood to her veins. No, I couldnt stand it.
puedes hacer algo para que algo que te disguste cambie.. pero no me refiero de obligandolo XD
solo que nunca habia durado tanto en ese estado (lleva poco mas de un mes)
y animo a la escuela! recuerda que es para tu futuro!
voz de anunciador :"el sentido del humor de Eqqus ha abandonado el eificio, señoras y señores!"
Also, failing a semester doesn't have to be such a bad thing. I know examples where going to a worse school because of poor grades ended up in something better later on, so don't trouble yourself too much with it. But of course, don't give up until the end and use every chance you still have to pull it out.
Can't wait to hear more about that good thing you mentioned.
*hugs warmly*
Siento tambien lo de tu perrita, se que se puede llegar a querer tanto a una mascota como si fuera un miembro mas de la familia...
Pero como dices tu, siempre mirando pa'lante!