Just done with comissioning for good thanks to help of my Therapist.

For exactly around 20 days I have not sent a dime to anyone for art, No matter attempting it is and was I am really happy that I have not.

I am just tired of spending a lot of money on art and literally a lot of money that would be enough to maybe buy a PORSCHE Sports car or to put it lightly weeks of renting an apartment. The thing with me is that when i comission i have a habit of paying more to see a sequence, Or just more over all cause I cannot just get enough, and the attention I get for posting them is just cool and dandy to share with.

I challenged myself to not post anything for a year (Which ngl was one crazy challenge) and Last month seeked therapy and literally she told me not to comission/Donate too anyone for a month. Which ngl ruined me for a week but then it just clicks on me on the 3rd week I saw this music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lK7y37zcqjU and thats when wam it hits me "Like dude this could be me." And I legit do not wanna be like that kobold who is obsessed of wanting more and having homies or family try to talk to you out of it but then go like "Whatever" and having this one common habit of "Okay no more..no more for real." *Literally next or the following week goes back buying comissions*, like legit I am just fucking sick of that repeat.

Not to mention the rise of Art prices which is completely understandable on why like i sincerely get it but it's like damn fam Kind of going to high yes? Adoptable's, Ych's,and other things is just becoming too ridiculous like cmon a half body and then AB for a complete nsfw ref variant is just dumb AF in my opinion. Also the amount of comissions i bought to have it back logged or perhaps forgotten is starting to become common, I get why you need to open new comissions and do those on the spot and honestly that is happening to me too much to a point that when i ask they'll say "I'll get to it tomorrow." when nah it never does, usually yeah things happen the next day that I don't know whats happening behind the scenes of the artists but At least leave an update saying "hey fam not today I got this and that going on, I will update you on the Art whenever i can next week or when i have the free time." but eh never happens unless i remind them and we square. i don't remind them cause I was afraid I might annoy them or interrupter whatever there doing, and more likely get a silent treatment.

So yeah A huge shout out to my therapist and George for helping me ending my comissioning/Donating issue's i have for a long time. So now whats gonna happen is that I am gonna try to get back to drawing how i use to back then, Do some cool Second life stuff and play the fuck out of Hell Divers 2, and completely just disregard comissioning for good and spend money on other cool shit I always wanted in RL.

Ps: Lmao where the heck did all these new watchers come from?! But thanks anyhow and sorry for the disappointment.