having a rough time of it - please read for details
a year ago
General
greetins folks
things have slowed down and its primarily been due to stress from work. but in addition to work being incredibly busy for me this time of year, the people who i work for essentially dropped a bombshell on me last week that i was being let go at the end of the month due to what i can only perceive as budgetary concerns that have nothing to do with me. outside of the height of the pandemic in 2020, i have never been laid off or fired in my life, so naturally, this has been doing a number on my general mental health, and it has been admittedly hard to work on current items as i try to figure out what i did wrong/IF i did something wrong/how good i actually am at my trade/etc. it's a whole thing, and it is not something i can shut down so easily. brain too loud, won't be quiet.
i humbly request patience as i try to navigate whatever comes next. i'm gonna finish what's currently owed, and after that, im not sure i'm gonna feel comfortable taking on any additional orders for anything until i can get my personal shit sorted out. i have no intention on leadin people on just because i'm taking on water IRL, i would much rather get stabilized before i do anything else. honestly, i dont even know if i could really focus otherwise.
so in the coming days i'm gonna try to get through the remainder of the YCHs that are left, as best as i can, and i do apologize that it's taking way more time than i intended. i appreciate everyone bein so patient with me, and i am once again sorry that it had to be this way.
had no idea that my job was hangin so precariously, that's the messed up part, i think. no warning. shit, man..
things have slowed down and its primarily been due to stress from work. but in addition to work being incredibly busy for me this time of year, the people who i work for essentially dropped a bombshell on me last week that i was being let go at the end of the month due to what i can only perceive as budgetary concerns that have nothing to do with me. outside of the height of the pandemic in 2020, i have never been laid off or fired in my life, so naturally, this has been doing a number on my general mental health, and it has been admittedly hard to work on current items as i try to figure out what i did wrong/IF i did something wrong/how good i actually am at my trade/etc. it's a whole thing, and it is not something i can shut down so easily. brain too loud, won't be quiet.
i humbly request patience as i try to navigate whatever comes next. i'm gonna finish what's currently owed, and after that, im not sure i'm gonna feel comfortable taking on any additional orders for anything until i can get my personal shit sorted out. i have no intention on leadin people on just because i'm taking on water IRL, i would much rather get stabilized before i do anything else. honestly, i dont even know if i could really focus otherwise.
so in the coming days i'm gonna try to get through the remainder of the YCHs that are left, as best as i can, and i do apologize that it's taking way more time than i intended. i appreciate everyone bein so patient with me, and i am once again sorry that it had to be this way.
had no idea that my job was hangin so precariously, that's the messed up part, i think. no warning. shit, man..
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I think you did everything good I don't see why anyone woukd repeoach you something , you sound be a very good person than is serious in job and project you work in so what happened is realy not fait.
But despite I can't realy know about all the elements than have end to this situation I want at least tell you than you have all our support.
I think peoples will be understanding for your situation so you can take as much time necessary I'm sure nobbody will be mad at you.
But yeah its realy not fair and I hole you'll can get back on yoir feet despite that and will keep going in yoir life, tvus ferret give you all his support in this rough situation of you >×< !