Been thinking a bit lately and noticing, least it's new to me but might've been a lot older, that some people are able to separate their fursona from their truesona. I've only got a few examples that I've seen of this practice and it's been getting me to this thinking on a more serious level. I look into the Jex, the one being I've been running as for years and years. It had quite served me very well in getting me to be a little more open and out there, even if it had it's fluctuating moments. Whenever I tap into the Jex, I have felt a little more freer and carefree. Cracking jokes, being absolutely random, in-your-face and being a toss between a light-hearted or downright nasty menace.

But it took a springier mindset to help get the jex to perform that way, as all of my creations are empowered by bits of my mind to give them the life that they were. Upon introducing this new sona, I've compared what I'd like this new sona to be alongside with the jex. I'm aging like everyone else and I'm under the impression that I can't just upkeep that spirit and energy of the jex on a consistent basis as I did. It used to have been a truesona, but only for a while and when I felt I needed it. Though I am growing bit by bit, incompatible with the jex interpersonally.

I believe this is what my calling to make a new sona could've been in part about. I sensed this incompatibility and I started to instinctively work to resolve it. So what I'm piecing together is that, while the Jex is not necessarily being discarded entirely, it potentially could be seeing some time on the shelf now and then. While I try to still pour in what I can that's left into where this new sona is going to go. And it's possible that the new sona is probably the truesona that'll carry that torch whereas the jex has long done it's job breaking the door down those many years ago.