Money
a year ago
Or lack thereof.
There's nothing worse in the word than taking 1-2 steps forward, only to be shoved back like 5 or 6 steps. I need to get out of this house, and expenses keep cropping up. I get my shittier spending habits under control, but then I have to replace broken things, or fix my car. I try to cut down excessive spending, but then people literally make me end up spending more.
The latter bit? The more I get delayed with getting my mom's belongings out of storage, the more I have to keep paying $500ish in storage unit fees. It's mostly moved into a new (cheaper) unit but still, I'm stuck in a really tight spot, and it's really annoying. UGH.
I'm resisting the urge to make another GoFundMe. Don't get me wrong... I can absolutely use the help. I've got a lot of stuff going on and without a doubt I need the financial help, but I'm waiting until the absolute last possible chance to do it. If I'm actively failing, I'll consider it. Until then, I'll use every last drop of resource remaining to handle my financial matters.
It's killing me though. But one day at a time, no matter how excruciating it is to wait for the next paycheck.
There's nothing worse in the word than taking 1-2 steps forward, only to be shoved back like 5 or 6 steps. I need to get out of this house, and expenses keep cropping up. I get my shittier spending habits under control, but then I have to replace broken things, or fix my car. I try to cut down excessive spending, but then people literally make me end up spending more.
The latter bit? The more I get delayed with getting my mom's belongings out of storage, the more I have to keep paying $500ish in storage unit fees. It's mostly moved into a new (cheaper) unit but still, I'm stuck in a really tight spot, and it's really annoying. UGH.
I'm resisting the urge to make another GoFundMe. Don't get me wrong... I can absolutely use the help. I've got a lot of stuff going on and without a doubt I need the financial help, but I'm waiting until the absolute last possible chance to do it. If I'm actively failing, I'll consider it. Until then, I'll use every last drop of resource remaining to handle my financial matters.
It's killing me though. But one day at a time, no matter how excruciating it is to wait for the next paycheck.
And destroying the only place I have to live in isn't conducive either lol