Hey guys. It's been a while since I update my journal ever since my aunt was admitted to the hospital almost the end of January this year. She's alive and well now, thank goodness. But now I am facing a new challenge.

So recently we got a new landlord that bought the whole apartment building and decided to remodel the apartments. So this is where the problem begins. We have to move out by the end of August. So she's been helping me find a temporary place to settle in, of course, I am responsible of looking for some ads of the apartments that accepts Section 8. I manage to find some and gave my aunt the list. And of course, she had been very busy calling them all day long, hoping there's a vacancy for me to move in. We did got a call for to come see to check out the apartment i will possibly move in, however, we need the money for the move, that will also mean the moving truck rental. And now it's gonna get worse for me, and I wanted to rely on the people who has helped my mom from the past, a man who I relied on a decade ago, was suffering from deep depression. I cannot get in touch with him anymore after I spoke to another friend and told me if his situation. He was suffering from major depression and has not made contact to anyone in the world. Yes.. we're from a religion, but I will not discuss it here as this is no place to talk about it. I was trying to reach out to that man and hoping he could talk to others to offer a lending hand on my situation. But I have a terrible feeling that the outcome will not go very well on me, but I urgently need the money for the rental move. But I'm not saying you guys should pay me, oh no no no. All I ask for you all is prayer, a prayer that will help me get through it.

I pray... I pray will get the help I need to find a place to stay, and the money I need for the move. Because I cannot do anything in life. I can't work, I can't do nothing good, at all. Send me your prayers to get through such tough times. Thank you for taking the time to read this.