Hiatus
a year ago
Not gonna lie to you.
A few weeks my life changed.
I will not elaborate, but it has greatly affected my daily life.
And it kind of killed... my mood.
It took me three weeks to realize that I disassociated hard, and I can't even work on Furry Porn like I used to.
I think lost touch with reality and my hobby of Furry Porn.
Is it a midlife crisis? But I am only 31 years old...
At best I am a bystander right now, if not a stranger to all of this.
I do not know what is happening to me...
And I do not know if I am ever coming back.
A few weeks my life changed.
I will not elaborate, but it has greatly affected my daily life.
And it kind of killed... my mood.
It took me three weeks to realize that I disassociated hard, and I can't even work on Furry Porn like I used to.
I think lost touch with reality and my hobby of Furry Porn.
Is it a midlife crisis? But I am only 31 years old...
At best I am a bystander right now, if not a stranger to all of this.
I do not know what is happening to me...
And I do not know if I am ever coming back.
FA+

life is rough, whats important is your own health first.
What changes in one direction can also change in the other direction again, so...
When you feel like it's hiatus time, then , do those things that make you feel happier.
Just don't burn bridges. You never know if things might swing back one day, and keeping the old stuff is in no way blocking you from doing something new or somethning different.
Best of luck to you Kelnich, you're always going to be welcome back no matter what.
Hard, earthshaking shit happens in life — and you can suddenly find out that you don't really want to do something anymore. It's just how our mind works.
I'm sorry that you was forced to live through something that bad. But, you're still alive. And that — matters.
I hope your life will turn to better sooner than later.
And don't worry about leaving this behind. That was part of you, but you shall not be burdened by something that already came off. You have a changed, but equally long road ahead, find your happiness in there! :D
Good bye. Would be good if our paths cross again sometimes, but don't force it to happen.