Okay this morning when I was getting ready for work, I saw my phone was flashing saying I recieved a text or a call. Well I checked it. It was from the friend I just lost just this last week. I only read the first have and got pissed and erased it right away. Okay this is what I had read:
TRY TO FIX IT WITH ME. STOP BEING FUCKING SELFISH AND SELF CENTERED.

That's as far as I got before erasing it. More then a few thoughts crossed my mind at that moment. Here are some of them:
1.Oh he did not just say that!!!
2.I don't need this before work.
3.Why is he texting me when he said he was done with me and wanting to fix it with me?
4.Is he trying to play games with me?
5. I'm not being selfish or self centered, from what I can think of is you're being self centered.

Is it me or what? I'm more then a little confused. First of all he told me in the first text he was done with me. Why on earth would you text me and say fix it with me when you said you were done. Is this contradicting in ways???

Second of all I will tell you the honest to god's truth, I didn't stoop to his level at the moment I got mad. If he wanted to get my reaction then he got it for a brief moment in time. I'm not going to deal with this drama, I'm over it. I'm not into mind games so I'm not going to play them.

For those who know me, I'm not self centered well to this extreme anyways. Selfish, damn right I am, I'm trying to take care of me right now and trying to find another job, and try to pay my bills I'm behind in, and try to get a fucking car!!!! Sorry I lost it there for a moment.

It might me the bitch in me, it might not be. Like I said I'm done with this just thought I'd share this with you guys. Doesn't anyone else think differently????

Laterz,
Blu