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Life update 2024 - AKA why are you always disappearing
a year ago
Hello friends and new watchers!
So, 2024 has been an exceedingly rough year for me. For the big stuff: I got into a car accident that totaled my car, stress of starting a new job, and buying a new car. Added stress to move out in possibly one of the most expensive areas of the US (Florida ain't cheap ya'll). Worse yet, one of my best friends passed away suddenly in the middle of all of this. (Rest in peace, Orekoya.)
Smaller stuff: depression and lack of creative drive or a goal for my career have meant most of my days are spent sleeping bad moods away. I'm medicated but may need to speak with my psych to figure out something that works better.
I've been quiet here, and been slow to respond or post on my social medias. Truth is, I wanna be more social, but I lack the energy to keep up. It's my own fault, I've been eating and sleeping kinda poorly and gotta fix that!
It hasn't been all bad though! I've been lucky enough this year to go to ANE and FWA, both which were a blast. FWA especially, I got to wear my gear and become a leather bat for AD hours, especially during the moonlight festival. Also getting closer with some local friends in my local fur group, so happy on that front. :)
So, this journal here is a way to tell my friends here that I used to talk with or want to talk with: sorry for leaving you on read, and I will do better in the coming days. :) Be a little patient with me, this is one of the hardest years of my life. But even if we haven't talked lately, chances are I still think of you. Just need a little breathing room and take care of me for a bit.
Oh also there's a big art backlog I still need to upload. Stay peeled!
So, 2024 has been an exceedingly rough year for me. For the big stuff: I got into a car accident that totaled my car, stress of starting a new job, and buying a new car. Added stress to move out in possibly one of the most expensive areas of the US (Florida ain't cheap ya'll). Worse yet, one of my best friends passed away suddenly in the middle of all of this. (Rest in peace, Orekoya.)
Smaller stuff: depression and lack of creative drive or a goal for my career have meant most of my days are spent sleeping bad moods away. I'm medicated but may need to speak with my psych to figure out something that works better.
I've been quiet here, and been slow to respond or post on my social medias. Truth is, I wanna be more social, but I lack the energy to keep up. It's my own fault, I've been eating and sleeping kinda poorly and gotta fix that!
It hasn't been all bad though! I've been lucky enough this year to go to ANE and FWA, both which were a blast. FWA especially, I got to wear my gear and become a leather bat for AD hours, especially during the moonlight festival. Also getting closer with some local friends in my local fur group, so happy on that front. :)
So, this journal here is a way to tell my friends here that I used to talk with or want to talk with: sorry for leaving you on read, and I will do better in the coming days. :) Be a little patient with me, this is one of the hardest years of my life. But even if we haven't talked lately, chances are I still think of you. Just need a little breathing room and take care of me for a bit.
Oh also there's a big art backlog I still need to upload. Stay peeled!
Hopefully things will eventually get better, wherever you are!
Miss ya man! I'm gonna catch up with you soon!
I appreciate the outpouring of support I've gotten from this vent journal, it means so much to me.
Also, I've left your big scaley ass by the wayside too long! Been following your art ventures, let's talk later!
hoping stuff stars getting on the up, and up, and sending good vibes your way
And by coming back, I also mean looking through your gallery of handsome boys again, gotdamn.
And feel free, i still have that habit of just getting characters for days TWT
Thanks you for taking the time to comment and give some of your sympathies birb!
Hope to run into your handsome self on Taps sometime!
Thanks, man. It really made me smile to have your support for me here too. I wanna hang out with you more!