howdy, its been a bit since I last posted but some things happened.

I've noticed I've taken another Mental health dive, this one just like the others, just that blank, empty feeling you wake up and fall asleep with, Hours staring at the ceiling wondering why I am here and even If I deserve a spot here.... you know, the usual. With that said, I went to the doctors about a week ago, and they decided to trial me with medical marijuana for 2 weeks, that was about 4 days ago and I can see a noticeable change.

I feel like there's nothing to worry about, I don't have any anxieties, worries, nothing, I just felt this sense of bliss, something I hadn't felt in a while, I felt like I was alright for the first time in a while, like I was in my own lalaland.

Other than that, It has resulted in a steady motivation increase in art actually, its like Im actually able to sit down and draw, Im currently working on a comm but I have some quick pieces lined up after that to help boost the art I haven't been doing recently.

Other than that, I hope you all are doing well atleast.

*Big Deathclaw hug*

Alexander