This journal is for both of my friends who I got my anger worked up on, they're names are  HenrySeguraSNES and  SiggytheBlackBear, I wasn't meaning to upset either of you. I was in my trend that I was when Ttark was still on YouTube, you see back when he still had an account on YouTube and he was making YouTube videos, he was my original friend and I thought he was a nice guy at first, but after the next few videos he wanted me to do a screenplay with, he wasn't thinking about his friend at all, let alone himself so I waited and waited for a long as I can for him to change his mind. So, when I asked him if he is going to make the project that has the characters that everyone wanted, I discovered that he'll never changed his mind at all which triggered me into no longer wanting to have anything to do with him and that I no longer wanted to write screenplays for him, cause if he wanted things done right or that he wanted his project the way he wanted it, he could have done those by himself since he doesn't care about anyone but himself, and the rest was history from then on. I've already lost a friend from 2009; I really don't want to upset every one of my friends here too, so if you both want to block and hate me for how I acted back then, then go ahead. I should have just let it all go before it was too late today and I felt like I just acted like a total prick and a jerk put together into more of a thug.