I don't know who still had their eyes on me or who still even remembers me. I will say I miss my time from when i was here many years ago and I miss all my old friends dearly.


Back when inwent mostly inactive I was being made homeless due to a family member passing. My relationship at the time meant the world to me but I had to end it as it wasn't fair on her due to being long distance. The last thing I was able to do while sofa surging was message her new boyfriend to slap some sense into him and how she really loves him, that any potential residue feelings were because we didn't get real closure.

I was homeless for a while before ineas able to get a job and save up to get a place to stay. I've been with that job for 11 or 12 years now. It drains me emotionally and my anxiety is always on high alert as I'm working not just with the public, but in a pub. So lots of alcohol.

I want to revive my old character designs, concepts and ideas that I had floating around. It wasn't until this year I got a decent computer for being online again as rent abd bills drained everything.

I'm trying to stream as a vtuber these days. Any support or people to play with would be amazing as this is my only way to relax outside of work. My reach isn't great as vtubers seen as male aren't exactly popular unless they have a big name behind them.

Twitch: KeiosLlatser
Twitter: kaotic_kitsune

If anyone does remember me, missed me and want to reach out to me. Please do, I need it as I've never been in a good place emotionally ever since everything happened.