Okay so, just going to make this semi short. Yes I'm alive and such, just my full time job eats up my time and energy leaving me overly tired and stressed. Onto of all that...some not so nice people from the past have still been trying to push me, be it here or DA. Ontop of that...someone I viewed as a friend did something that really hurt me. I won't say who or what, just that it makes me feel I need to be away from fa and think twice before doing anything nice for someone.