Sept.2024 Update - I'm not dead
a year ago
It's been a long time since I've posted anything and I just wanted to mention that I'm not dead and I am still drawing, though admittedly not nearly as much lately.
I've been feeling demoralized for a long while now with everything going on and it's put me in a rut that I've been unable to climb out of.
And even if I had stuff to share, I've not been comfortable with the idea of posting anywhere with the rampant plagiarism machine taking over our lives...
If you've forgotten who I even am, I'm that artist that draws all that Alien/Monster Romance (Everything Under the Stars: Neelix & Heather), Mewtwo/Pokemon shenanigans and gaming fanart from Halo, Fallout, Mass Effect, etc that only appears once in a blue moon.
But I still miss the old days of sharing and interacting with everyone (this is me reaching out in the only way I know how). I don't know who's still out there, nor if any one is interested in finding ways to connect again.
I never did get around to starting up my Discord.. which a close knit less public space feels like the best option right about now..
If anyone might be interested in that, let me know, as I could really use some kinda motivation to feel like it's worth it anymore.
I've been feeling demoralized for a long while now with everything going on and it's put me in a rut that I've been unable to climb out of.
And even if I had stuff to share, I've not been comfortable with the idea of posting anywhere with the rampant plagiarism machine taking over our lives...
If you've forgotten who I even am, I'm that artist that draws all that Alien/Monster Romance (Everything Under the Stars: Neelix & Heather), Mewtwo/Pokemon shenanigans and gaming fanart from Halo, Fallout, Mass Effect, etc that only appears once in a blue moon.
But I still miss the old days of sharing and interacting with everyone (this is me reaching out in the only way I know how). I don't know who's still out there, nor if any one is interested in finding ways to connect again.
I never did get around to starting up my Discord.. which a close knit less public space feels like the best option right about now..
If anyone might be interested in that, let me know, as I could really use some kinda motivation to feel like it's worth it anymore.
It's hard when you see so many of the general public either not caring or actively defending it. I mean we all pretty much knew that the average individual didn't think much of art, or that big corpos could care less about the aritsts they hire, but seeing it in droves and witnessing so many artists in the industry losing their jobs, or how younger/inexperienced artists keep defending it as a legitimate reference tool, so many musicians and authors using it as covers, or thinking about how we can't just freely enjoy anything anymore without wondering if or how much AI was involved in its creation... and of course that mass theft of it all... with no consequences in sight.. it's been a lot to navigate, to say the least..
I think I just need to remind myself that there very much are still so many people out there that genuinely love the process and sharing their creations with others. And that no matter where I go on the internet, from YT or Twitter, Reddit, Etc, I see people calling out AI bs. Even if it might not result in anything, at the very least there are a lot of people not willing to ignore it.
I'm certainly trying to motivate myself again. I think I've been doom scrolling way too much so seeing all the constant bad has been of no help. So I'm hoping I can find more positive interactions via creating a small Discord community. It's worth a shot, at least! Either way, thank you so much and I hope to be able to share stuff again, too! I'm glad you're still here! ❤️
I am still trying to be on Twitter less, and other places more. Kinda hard to do, but hoping things get easier as other sites get better.
And yeah, hopefully a Discord, or other such smaller circle, could help a lot in fostering some positive and supportive environment. Need to try and get a bit more on that site, myself. But in either case, wishing you the best of luck, my friend. ^v^
I'll probably do a soft launch of it first and have friends come in to make sure I didn't screw anything up before going more public. If you're still interested and around, just let me know and I'll shoot you a private message. ❤
If you do wind up throwing a Discord spot together I will happily put aside my dislike of that program and see you and everyone else there. Honestly, this far out in the wake of tumblr's destruction I've never again felt the sense of community that I experienced there. If there's even a small chance to reinvigorate a sliver of that I think it's oh so worth it.
And as an aside:
No matter what happens with your art and story projects going forward, I just want you to know what absolute joy your EUtS project has brought to my life. Even if you never post another bit of it, I'm so grateful to have gotten to experience what you've shared with us so far. Your style and the energy you bring to life through your work is very unique in the best of ways and unforgettable.
Wishing you all the very best!
And I absolutely agree. I'm hopeful to form that close knit community again where everyone can hang out, share their passions and projects, and just feel safe and comfortable. I'm sorry to hear your dislike for Discord, I'm not overly familiar with any issues they might have gotten themselves into, but hopefully it can be a good place to hang out all the same.
Reading your words truly warms my heart.. when it's been such a long time I've been away and real life knocks you down so much, it's sometimes hard to remember that there's actually people out there that liked what I did, and it really does mean a lot.. thank you for taking the time to tell me how you feel. I'm so happy to know what it has meant to you and I hope my future submissions for both EUTS and perhaps my other projects can continue to bring you that same joy.