Been Sick, Just So Damn Stressed
a year ago
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My mom called me last week nearly in tears because she just wanted a hug from me. I managed to meet up with her before work that night and she gave me a bunch of big hugs before going home.
I didn't know she was sick 😐 I don't think she even knew she was sick at the time.
So I haven't been able to keep food down for over a week, I have been feeling super weak with chills. Just absolutely horrible.
I have been having to push through and work anyways. We need the money. Literally every penny I had from my last check went to bills, and we have nothing right now. We have no food, I would love to get some soup, we don't have anything to help me feel better like dayquil or anything, and literally not a freaking penny to our name.
I'm not able to take on more commissions because I already have 4 in my queue, and I'm afraid to take on more and get overwhelmed, not to mention my wait times have gotten a lot longer since I have been working full time.
I'm just so stressed, I don't feel good, and I don't know what to do about any of this. We don't even have gas money to get to work this week.
Like seriously, why does it have to be so hard? Working this hard and feeling like I have nothing to show for it.
I'm feeling so depressed.
I didn't know she was sick 😐 I don't think she even knew she was sick at the time.
So I haven't been able to keep food down for over a week, I have been feeling super weak with chills. Just absolutely horrible.
I have been having to push through and work anyways. We need the money. Literally every penny I had from my last check went to bills, and we have nothing right now. We have no food, I would love to get some soup, we don't have anything to help me feel better like dayquil or anything, and literally not a freaking penny to our name.
I'm not able to take on more commissions because I already have 4 in my queue, and I'm afraid to take on more and get overwhelmed, not to mention my wait times have gotten a lot longer since I have been working full time.
I'm just so stressed, I don't feel good, and I don't know what to do about any of this. We don't even have gas money to get to work this week.
Like seriously, why does it have to be so hard? Working this hard and feeling like I have nothing to show for it.
I'm feeling so depressed.
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Rest up, get well.
Life can be easy at time and challenging at other time. Sadly there's no way to know when which will happen.
It'll get better.
Take care of yourself as best you can, and I hope you feel better soon.