Nox Arcana - God rest ye merry gentlemen


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I was going to put a combichrist song above but meh tis the season! If I put anything up there other then Nox Arcana it just wouldn't feel right ya know? :P

It has been brought to my attention that in one of my lastest journals I wished something that I should never have even contemplated typing or thinking. I've had more then enough time to cool down and the person in question has to. I acted foolishly and in a bit of a huff well... I let my anger get to me.

I would never wish ill upon ANY living creature be it man or beast unless they truly deserved it such as a local troll and a certain Rhode island wolf. The troll as I hear is safely nestled under his bridge having been banned from every and all IRC chan he waddled into and the wolf... well he's safely tucked away in my stories... and that's the last of that.

I'm not sure I can mend what wounds I've created in the past but I think this is a good start towards that way.

The truth is that alot of shit's been going on what with both of my grandparents being in the hospital for separate reasons. I've had to deal with a whiny old man who went a bit nut-so on us one day due to low sugar. One thing I cant stand is yelling and with both old folks here and the strain that is being produced by both the insurance company and the whole mess of the medications that my gramps is doped up on....

Life right now is bumrushing me and at times I can get pissed off for the most petty of reasons.

Anyway now that thats off my chest I thank you for bearing with me through this. >.> I'm not trying to sound emo just need to get this offa my chest.