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I'll be posting NSFW too from now on.
a year ago
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There's a bit of big revelations I'm ready to tell you.
During this almost nine years devoting myself to dragons, I had a lot of internal conflicts. I hesitated identifying myself with being a furry (or scaly) despite writing about dragons, making poster about dragons, creating a community about dragons, befriending people with dragonsonas, using websites like DeviantArt, SoFurry and FurAffinity. That is solved now, but it has solved only some months ago.
But I had an even worse conflict in me. Growing up in 2000s Italy, where at middle school "gay" was the most common insult, caused me to be very shy about the kinky side of me. So for all this time I forced on myself a clean image that with time has gotten tighter and tighter, until now it was literally choking my mind - especially now that any possible variation on the "dragon-human relationships" topic feels to me like being drained off. Indeed, a big reason of why I've been drawing much more than writing is that I wasn't getting no longer ideas for writings or posters about my usual topics..
Still, with some close friends of mine, some years ago - starting from 2020 - I began being open with some intimate friends on Discord, and that deepened my bond with them. And yet I was still so hesitant about opening myself to lewdness in my public profiles. I was too scared of what could happen to my profile - and even to my relation with some friends of mine that sometimes seemed to have shown contempt for it.
Well... it's turning out that I had no reason to be so. More and more fellow friends whom I deemed unsuspecting turned out to be deep in kinks too, I found communities, made friends out of them, at the point that with the help of my acceptance of being a furry, by now the mask has fully fallen off.
So yes. I'll no longer hide myself. You can already see I started to fav pics of big bellies. You could expect even more bellies from myself now. Petting them, caressing them... and most of all being inside of them. Yup. To be fair, through the years I left some various hints at my real likings by putting references in stories or making parodies. Now you have the confirmation. I'm a goddamn sucker for big bellies.
My DeviantArt profile will remain SFW though, since that remains my general-audience profile. FA has a much more intimate feeling where I am more comfortable about being fully myself.
I don't know if someone will be shocked by this, but if there are some, don't worry, I'm still your usual friendly Random dragon writer and I remind you there are filters you can apply in the website.
In the meanwhile, a huge thank you to all the friends that already knew me in deep, your encouragement and friendliness freed me.
During this almost nine years devoting myself to dragons, I had a lot of internal conflicts. I hesitated identifying myself with being a furry (or scaly) despite writing about dragons, making poster about dragons, creating a community about dragons, befriending people with dragonsonas, using websites like DeviantArt, SoFurry and FurAffinity. That is solved now, but it has solved only some months ago.
But I had an even worse conflict in me. Growing up in 2000s Italy, where at middle school "gay" was the most common insult, caused me to be very shy about the kinky side of me. So for all this time I forced on myself a clean image that with time has gotten tighter and tighter, until now it was literally choking my mind - especially now that any possible variation on the "dragon-human relationships" topic feels to me like being drained off. Indeed, a big reason of why I've been drawing much more than writing is that I wasn't getting no longer ideas for writings or posters about my usual topics..
Still, with some close friends of mine, some years ago - starting from 2020 - I began being open with some intimate friends on Discord, and that deepened my bond with them. And yet I was still so hesitant about opening myself to lewdness in my public profiles. I was too scared of what could happen to my profile - and even to my relation with some friends of mine that sometimes seemed to have shown contempt for it.
Well... it's turning out that I had no reason to be so. More and more fellow friends whom I deemed unsuspecting turned out to be deep in kinks too, I found communities, made friends out of them, at the point that with the help of my acceptance of being a furry, by now the mask has fully fallen off.
So yes. I'll no longer hide myself. You can already see I started to fav pics of big bellies. You could expect even more bellies from myself now. Petting them, caressing them... and most of all being inside of them. Yup. To be fair, through the years I left some various hints at my real likings by putting references in stories or making parodies. Now you have the confirmation. I'm a goddamn sucker for big bellies.
My DeviantArt profile will remain SFW though, since that remains my general-audience profile. FA has a much more intimate feeling where I am more comfortable about being fully myself.
I don't know if someone will be shocked by this, but if there are some, don't worry, I'm still your usual friendly Random dragon writer and I remind you there are filters you can apply in the website.
In the meanwhile, a huge thank you to all the friends that already knew me in deep, your encouragement and friendliness freed me.
Weight Gain??
Pregnancy???
Vore???
Body Inflation???
I'm not quite sure...But either way, welcome to the NSFW club Random....Keep in mind, I had fantasies of my own kinks/fetishes growing up, but it wouldn't be until 2012 on DA that I ended up loving anthro creatures AND humans altogether.
Seriously, I can relate to this. Before I came to FA I always hesitated to show my NSFW stuff. I was afraid of being judged, even if the NSFW stuff I make is just nudity in general and nothing of kink. I mostly handle nudity as an expression of being free and unrestricted. But still for 'normal' people it is oftentimes too much to ask.
I noticed that you can be more open about yourself on FA and this is truly freeing.
What I want to say is: I'm happy that you have openly accepted your true self and a place to share it with others. ^^