This has been a slow and steady fight since February, that's been a slow, desperate downward spiral. Long story short, I need to try to make 360 dollars by tonight because my bank royally screwed me over and overdrafted my account with some weird huge automatic payment. It's just depressing and I help asking for help, because I'm always the one to try to come rushing to the rescue when my friends and family needs me, but life has just been continually trying its level best to cut me down lower and lower and lower. I started the year off with a $550 rent increase which my parents couldn't afford, so I did what anyone would do, especially since my dad was still getting over Cancer: I rushed in to save the day. They needed $500 a month from me, so I did. It was a drain, but nothing I couldn't manage. Then my work cut me down from 4 days a week to 3. It made things a little tight, but my boss said she didn't like the way 4 days was wearing on me. It's hard physical work, and it's just about ruined my back, and while it made things a little more difficult, I appreciated the thought. Now we're down to 2 days a week, and I'm being told, despite having been given a plaque which I still have on my wall saying how I'm the best Juicer around, that I'm too slow and the weakest link in there. I'm trying to find a new job to upgrade to, but that takes time. I'm trying to save back up to repay the people who've had to help me thus far, but this thing with the bank has completely shattered me. EVERY SINGLE TIME I feel like I'm getting solid footing to start trying to get things back under control, something else comes flying out of nowhere to make things even harder for me.

I have nowhere else to turn. I have nothing else I can do. I have no other options, so here's my Hail Mary: Emergency Commissions are open, I have a Kofi if you just want to donate. Please someone just let me know you're there, that the good I've done has people in my life willing and able to help me now. Just message me and we'll do business!