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VENT 10/15/24 (CW/TW) | VG
a year ago
VG Virtuegen’s Journal:
Hi guys, VG here.
Well, I'm fucking sick of this shit. I know I don't curse often, but I'm on my last straw here. And I am fucking done with shit. I'm tired of people treating me like shit every day. My anti-furry sister, douchebags at work, people acting like I don't fucking exist. So many fucking assholes in this world, I'm fucking done with this shit. I am stuck. My hands are shaking, covered in a rash from the abuse they have taken. I am unable to continue this life, unless I want to keep going and fuck up worse than before. I have had so many fuckups in my life, I don't think I deserve you people that I call my friends. I don't deserve a second chance, do I? That second chance has fucking amounted to NOTHING, and I am having the same fucking outcome as when I had my first shot at life. This is bullshit. I spend 13 years of my fucking life fucking around and other bullshit, and now look. Life throws me another bone when I ask for a second chance, I ask for a second plate because the first one fucking stunk, and again, some asshole took a hot, steaming shit on it. And I want to fucking end it all. I am never going to win my battle with mental health, because I was never meant to win. Even when you win, you lose, and that is fucking life in a fucking nutshell. My fucking basket case brain is so useless, I am never going to EVER be pleased with life. And if I ask for a third fucking chance, it will be shat on, too. Because God doesn't fucking care. God has done nothing for me. I got baptized with Holy water when I was young, when I became a Christian. But it's all bullshit. That bible is a book of a crock of shit, and even when I pray, I get fucked over. LET'S ALL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FUCKING DUMBASS FURRY, YAY! That is every fucking time I open my mouth or try to meet a new person. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE; I HAVE BEEN SUCKING LIFE'S DICK FOR 19 FUCKING YEARS IN THE LONGEST BLOWJOB EVER. WHAT IS THE POINT OF FUCKING BEING HERE? IS THIS FUCKING REAL? TODAY fucking sucks. I had to deal with another parent at work. AND this is bull fucking shit again, because this is FUCKING STUPID. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SPREAD KINDNESS, AND LIFE FUCKING TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME. Fuck, I am tired of this dumbass horseshit, because I did nothing wrong to those kids. I knew those kids were trouble, and I knew that those parents were trouble. All of the things in the world can't fucking help me, I only have 35 fucking followers to my name and lame, shitty ass content that I bang out mindlessly. I am fucking stupid, and I am a fucking stupid basket case. I cannot do this anymore. I am too traumatized to keep going. You can send me notes, you can kiss my ass, you can tell me things are going to be okay. But they are not going to be okay. Fuck my dream of being a famous furry. I know what I need to do now. If I can't be the good guy, I guess I am going to be the bad guy now. I'm doing a fucking heel turn, you bitch. I'm turning heel, because life as a face does not work. If I have to be the bad guy, so be it. I'm the bad guy now. I'm chaotic evil. I'm going to start doing stupid shit, because I'm sick of being fucked in the ass by life's moose knuckle. So, prepare for more NSFW content, prepare for dumbass shit. I'm at the level where I just don't care. I'm going to fucking post shit because I'm fucking enraged. I am the BLUE FUCKING TRICKSTER, AND I AM EVIL. YOU'RE GOING TO LIKE EVIL VIRTUEGEN OR I'M GONNA SHOVE THAT SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT.
I'M TIRED OF BEING A NOBODY. SO, I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO LIFE'S VIEW OF ME BEING THE BAD GUY. YOU'RE FUCKING WELCOME. NOW, EVIL VG VIRTUEGEN IS GOING TO DO EVIL VIRTUEGEN SHIT, because it's over. I've turned over a new leaf and turned heel like Kevin Owens. BYE BYE NOW!
-Evil VG 💜❤️
Well, I'm fucking sick of this shit. I know I don't curse often, but I'm on my last straw here. And I am fucking done with shit. I'm tired of people treating me like shit every day. My anti-furry sister, douchebags at work, people acting like I don't fucking exist. So many fucking assholes in this world, I'm fucking done with this shit. I am stuck. My hands are shaking, covered in a rash from the abuse they have taken. I am unable to continue this life, unless I want to keep going and fuck up worse than before. I have had so many fuckups in my life, I don't think I deserve you people that I call my friends. I don't deserve a second chance, do I? That second chance has fucking amounted to NOTHING, and I am having the same fucking outcome as when I had my first shot at life. This is bullshit. I spend 13 years of my fucking life fucking around and other bullshit, and now look. Life throws me another bone when I ask for a second chance, I ask for a second plate because the first one fucking stunk, and again, some asshole took a hot, steaming shit on it. And I want to fucking end it all. I am never going to win my battle with mental health, because I was never meant to win. Even when you win, you lose, and that is fucking life in a fucking nutshell. My fucking basket case brain is so useless, I am never going to EVER be pleased with life. And if I ask for a third fucking chance, it will be shat on, too. Because God doesn't fucking care. God has done nothing for me. I got baptized with Holy water when I was young, when I became a Christian. But it's all bullshit. That bible is a book of a crock of shit, and even when I pray, I get fucked over. LET'S ALL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FUCKING DUMBASS FURRY, YAY! That is every fucking time I open my mouth or try to meet a new person. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE; I HAVE BEEN SUCKING LIFE'S DICK FOR 19 FUCKING YEARS IN THE LONGEST BLOWJOB EVER. WHAT IS THE POINT OF FUCKING BEING HERE? IS THIS FUCKING REAL? TODAY fucking sucks. I had to deal with another parent at work. AND this is bull fucking shit again, because this is FUCKING STUPID. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SPREAD KINDNESS, AND LIFE FUCKING TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME. Fuck, I am tired of this dumbass horseshit, because I did nothing wrong to those kids. I knew those kids were trouble, and I knew that those parents were trouble. All of the things in the world can't fucking help me, I only have 35 fucking followers to my name and lame, shitty ass content that I bang out mindlessly. I am fucking stupid, and I am a fucking stupid basket case. I cannot do this anymore. I am too traumatized to keep going. You can send me notes, you can kiss my ass, you can tell me things are going to be okay. But they are not going to be okay. Fuck my dream of being a famous furry. I know what I need to do now. If I can't be the good guy, I guess I am going to be the bad guy now. I'm doing a fucking heel turn, you bitch. I'm turning heel, because life as a face does not work. If I have to be the bad guy, so be it. I'm the bad guy now. I'm chaotic evil. I'm going to start doing stupid shit, because I'm sick of being fucked in the ass by life's moose knuckle. So, prepare for more NSFW content, prepare for dumbass shit. I'm at the level where I just don't care. I'm going to fucking post shit because I'm fucking enraged. I am the BLUE FUCKING TRICKSTER, AND I AM EVIL. YOU'RE GOING TO LIKE EVIL VIRTUEGEN OR I'M GONNA SHOVE THAT SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT.
I'M TIRED OF BEING A NOBODY. SO, I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO LIFE'S VIEW OF ME BEING THE BAD GUY. YOU'RE FUCKING WELCOME. NOW, EVIL VG VIRTUEGEN IS GOING TO DO EVIL VIRTUEGEN SHIT, because it's over. I've turned over a new leaf and turned heel like Kevin Owens. BYE BYE NOW!
-Evil VG 💜❤️
