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3 months ago
VG Virtuegen’s Journal:
Hi guys, VG here!
Well, I am probably going to do some cleansing of my journals page, thanks to no longer relevant posts like my past vents. Since the emotional state is probably archived, why look at that shit? No need to keep it around. Keeping it around not only gives critics ammo to rehash past woes but also reopens up discourse on said topic that I was pissed from said x amount of weeks ago. Don't worry, the important shit will be kept. I plan on keeping my news and announcements. The things I said in anger only evoke the same feelings that I felt from however many days/weeks/months ago, and there's no need to find one by accident and then mull over who said a, b and c or x, y and z about this or that. There's no need. I'll gladly cut out some of the more sensitive tirades due to how ANGRY they were in the past. I look back on some of those vents and I honestly want to say, "DO I kiss my mother with that mouth, Jesus Christ, that's just bad. Again, what's the point.
Anyway, c'est la vie, I was a certain je nais sais quois with an RBF on those days. Maybe on my man-period. Christ, don't give the haters something to use. Dogs don't bark at parked cars, you know. I'm not one to PURPOSELY purge info because I'm not wanting to take responsibility. carnal, no es cierto. No lo voy a hacer en esta manera. Espero que voy a hacerlo porque... hay un dolor con mi historia. Y con esta cosa., no voy a mirar a la pinche mierda que lo puse en FurAffinity, no quiero pensar de eso. Es un dolor. Voy a ser feliz si voy a tirar esos en la basura. Yeah.
I'm not avoidant, and that's not an earworm I put in myself just to MAKE me do that, that's my conscience warning me to not get my ass in trouble. I'll take responsibility. Credit is given where credit is due. And I know when I've fucked up. I've fucked up a multitude of times, since humans are, well ... human. No man is perfect. Well, except for that one Jewish carpenter that MAGA bigots make whiter than mayonnaise.
(Yes, I'm referring to Jesus.) Or maybe the Buddha. he was cool, too. Humanity is, well, humanity. While I am NOT defending the irate spells I would have, do know that it is human to feel emotion. It's human to fuck up from time to time.
That being said, in the abridged TL;DR version, I should purge some shit.
ANYWAY ...
NEWS.
Happy Tuesday.
Today, I went in to a drug screening for my new job. It was, well ... great if I am being sarcastic. This test they used is called OralTox, and it's a three hundred dollar fucking device that I have to stick in my mouth for ten fucking minutes and wait until the cotton is saturated with my saliva. In an almost bottle-like device, I have to smush down the spit-soaked cotton down into a weird part that funnels my saliva into a part where it saturates multiple pieces of paper. Those paper pieces test for use of Meth (Nice Try Heisenberg-- also, ADHD meds are just controlled versions of meth. So maybe I should shut the fuck up about that with my serious inability to fucking focus with that) , Weed (Who do I look like, Cheech and Chong?), Amphetamines (I don't have that kind of time and I am NO athlete, so I don't cheat like how the Russians do dope at the Olympics- no wonder Mother Russia can't participate every year fully.) Cocaine (Jesus Christ, who am I, EL CHAPO?) Opioids (Fuck you Dayton, can SOMEBODY put control on that shit. The Gem City where I live has people shooting nasty shit up their veins every day, and also getting HIV and AIDS) , Fent (you never know when they lace your shit until it's TOO FUCKING LATE, and also SWEET BABY BACK RIBS UP IN HEAVEN) and more.
ten minutes later, I am NEGATIVE for everything. I have never touched alcohol in my life, nor smoked, nor did drugs.
Thank God.
And I also had to do a Criminal background check and make an account.
So I did that today.
ALSO ...
The Reds are three games above .500 (38-35) and are doing good.
NOT THE OILERS THOUGH.
The Florida Panthers get a repeat and knock of the Oilers four games to two. Better luck next time, Edmonton.
Also, I have been working on Skeekers Lore otra vez.
Anyway, that's all.
Ciao, and see you next Saturday, Virtuegen Nation!
-VG 💙💛🐾
PS: My mouth still slightly tastes like cotton. LMAO
Well, I am probably going to do some cleansing of my journals page, thanks to no longer relevant posts like my past vents. Since the emotional state is probably archived, why look at that shit? No need to keep it around. Keeping it around not only gives critics ammo to rehash past woes but also reopens up discourse on said topic that I was pissed from said x amount of weeks ago. Don't worry, the important shit will be kept. I plan on keeping my news and announcements. The things I said in anger only evoke the same feelings that I felt from however many days/weeks/months ago, and there's no need to find one by accident and then mull over who said a, b and c or x, y and z about this or that. There's no need. I'll gladly cut out some of the more sensitive tirades due to how ANGRY they were in the past. I look back on some of those vents and I honestly want to say, "DO I kiss my mother with that mouth, Jesus Christ, that's just bad. Again, what's the point.
Anyway, c'est la vie, I was a certain je nais sais quois with an RBF on those days. Maybe on my man-period. Christ, don't give the haters something to use. Dogs don't bark at parked cars, you know. I'm not one to PURPOSELY purge info because I'm not wanting to take responsibility. carnal, no es cierto. No lo voy a hacer en esta manera. Espero que voy a hacerlo porque... hay un dolor con mi historia. Y con esta cosa., no voy a mirar a la pinche mierda que lo puse en FurAffinity, no quiero pensar de eso. Es un dolor. Voy a ser feliz si voy a tirar esos en la basura. Yeah.
I'm not avoidant, and that's not an earworm I put in myself just to MAKE me do that, that's my conscience warning me to not get my ass in trouble. I'll take responsibility. Credit is given where credit is due. And I know when I've fucked up. I've fucked up a multitude of times, since humans are, well ... human. No man is perfect. Well, except for that one Jewish carpenter that MAGA bigots make whiter than mayonnaise.
(Yes, I'm referring to Jesus.) Or maybe the Buddha. he was cool, too. Humanity is, well, humanity. While I am NOT defending the irate spells I would have, do know that it is human to feel emotion. It's human to fuck up from time to time.
That being said, in the abridged TL;DR version, I should purge some shit.
ANYWAY ...
NEWS.
Happy Tuesday.
Today, I went in to a drug screening for my new job. It was, well ... great if I am being sarcastic. This test they used is called OralTox, and it's a three hundred dollar fucking device that I have to stick in my mouth for ten fucking minutes and wait until the cotton is saturated with my saliva. In an almost bottle-like device, I have to smush down the spit-soaked cotton down into a weird part that funnels my saliva into a part where it saturates multiple pieces of paper. Those paper pieces test for use of Meth (Nice Try Heisenberg-- also, ADHD meds are just controlled versions of meth. So maybe I should shut the fuck up about that with my serious inability to fucking focus with that) , Weed (Who do I look like, Cheech and Chong?), Amphetamines (I don't have that kind of time and I am NO athlete, so I don't cheat like how the Russians do dope at the Olympics- no wonder Mother Russia can't participate every year fully.) Cocaine (Jesus Christ, who am I, EL CHAPO?) Opioids (Fuck you Dayton, can SOMEBODY put control on that shit. The Gem City where I live has people shooting nasty shit up their veins every day, and also getting HIV and AIDS) , Fent (you never know when they lace your shit until it's TOO FUCKING LATE, and also SWEET BABY BACK RIBS UP IN HEAVEN) and more.
ten minutes later, I am NEGATIVE for everything. I have never touched alcohol in my life, nor smoked, nor did drugs.
Thank God.
And I also had to do a Criminal background check and make an account.
So I did that today.
ALSO ...
The Reds are three games above .500 (38-35) and are doing good.
NOT THE OILERS THOUGH.
The Florida Panthers get a repeat and knock of the Oilers four games to two. Better luck next time, Edmonton.
Also, I have been working on Skeekers Lore otra vez.
Anyway, that's all.
Ciao, and see you next Saturday, Virtuegen Nation!
-VG 💙💛🐾
PS: My mouth still slightly tastes like cotton. LMAO
