I should think that I don't draw well enough. I can't do better.
I can't do anything else. And the worst thing is that I don't have the strength to change anything
. I don't have the strength to do anything differently.
I don't have social networks. I spent many years there and found nothing but a shadow ban.
All my attempts to somehow maintain my profile failed. Few people saw me.
This site somehow saved me for some time. Often due to the lack of any promotion algorithms.
Yes, the "smart feed" is actually a curse on most of the sites I've been to.
And I'm also sociopathic to some extent. I'm weird. I never learned to work with people.
And besides, in addition to clinical depression, there are many things mixed up in me that do not contribute to good work.
I can't complain about the lack of clients, since I haven't done work for months...
I can't explain it and I'm ashamed of it.

I thought that I could do a lot.
But it turns out I can't.
I've already given up.
I don't want support. I want to disappear. I'm tired of living.