I feel like venting a little bit. It has been a while since Iv posted anything on here. Iv had a really bad year with my health. Iv been in and out of the ER, struggling with kidney stones. I had surgery last month on the 20th to have what they thought was a large stone removed, but it turned into 11 little stones all bunched up in the bottom of my kidney. Doctor said it went fine, had a stent put in to keep my left ureter open. Had it removed a few days later.. and then the following day I crashed. Fever, chills, dizzy spells, light headedness turned into shaking and unable to get warm. I had my sister rush me to the ER where I had been rushed right back as I had started to turn septic. Sepsis, an infection was rampaging through my blood, and antibiotics were not getting it under control. I was informed that I nearly died 3 times as I was critical, convulsing as they struggled to find an antibiotic to get the infection under control. I dont remember the first few days of that. I spent 12 days in the ICU. I am currently on very strong IV infusion antibiotics. Had another surgery a few days ago. I am so sick of being sick. I am currently crashed at my mother's house, as I am still on IV antibiotics to be sure the infection is cleared out. Tomorrow it will be a month since this crap happened.. but its been all year struggle. This has been hell, and I am so annoyed with the doctor who was supposed to remove the stones.. I feel he fucked up something, and I almost died because of it.