well at some point my net died and never came back and when my dad tried he lost his mind and he doesnt see the net as vital so I was going insane till he lucked out and he got something something he wanted for a long time actually and boy does it work. now I am trying to catch up and man its a pain deviantart cut me off after soso long twitter was insurmountable I now feel like a failiure and this month has been so wasted I hate the south, nothing good comes from it. it gave me hope then pulled the rug on me so many times I have given up hope on this place