VENT 2 10/24/24 | VG
a year ago
VG Virtuegen’s Journal:
Hi guys, VG here...
So, I am not feeling great about things. I have to work; I have the stress of being at college, and I also feel so lonely. I don't know how to make my content grow like you guys. I know I said that once already, but seriously, I need to know the secret. I will pay you art if you want. I am desperate for interaction, and I don't know why. It's some sort of primal urge to want more people to interact. All I get is 1-5 favs per post and 1-50 views, 55 on a good day. I just feel... stuck. I know I probably went far with the last journal (political vent/rant), but I crave more. I don't know, I'm sorry. I wish that I could find a way to be popular. I want people to understand me. Maybe I was taking the wrong strides with that last one, too. And I wish that I could be more popular. Maybe voicing my political opinion (more like a rant/vent that I had to get off my chest) is inappropriate.
As somebody that endured humiliation and bullying, I want justice and freedom for all people that had to go through what I was going through for the past thirteen years. So please, let me know what I can do. I am trying. Maybe I am not trying hard enough.
And I need your guidance for the next steps I want to take.
-VG 💙💛🐾
So, I am not feeling great about things. I have to work; I have the stress of being at college, and I also feel so lonely. I don't know how to make my content grow like you guys. I know I said that once already, but seriously, I need to know the secret. I will pay you art if you want. I am desperate for interaction, and I don't know why. It's some sort of primal urge to want more people to interact. All I get is 1-5 favs per post and 1-50 views, 55 on a good day. I just feel... stuck. I know I probably went far with the last journal (political vent/rant), but I crave more. I don't know, I'm sorry. I wish that I could find a way to be popular. I want people to understand me. Maybe I was taking the wrong strides with that last one, too. And I wish that I could be more popular. Maybe voicing my political opinion (more like a rant/vent that I had to get off my chest) is inappropriate.
As somebody that endured humiliation and bullying, I want justice and freedom for all people that had to go through what I was going through for the past thirteen years. So please, let me know what I can do. I am trying. Maybe I am not trying hard enough.
And I need your guidance for the next steps I want to take.
-VG 💙💛🐾
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