I realized that I dont really have any interest in making a community this past year, I enjoy meeting people and making friends on an individual level, But I am just not the kind of person that does well in servers. Putting myself in charge of one is a big mistake. I suppose its best to say that I mostly want to keep to myself and talk to people one on one, because of that I settled on deleting my old discord server and making a new one purely for hosting my patreon art and for streaming purposes

I think its one of those things where Im kind of afraid of some drama going down in the server and exploding into a huge mess, and then I end up being the one responsible, this kind of stuff weighs on my mind, and rather than having to do damage control I would rather prevent it from happening in the first place by not really hosting that community, I just dont think I want that kind of responsibility and because of that I was fairly hands off in the old server. I guess the best course of action in my mind is, If I cant handle that kind of responsibility then I should run a server like that in the first place.