I feel this all too well.
I've mostly given up on trying to talk to others due to this reason.

People are just awful.
I'm sorry you're dealing with this as well

I just wish people would communicate if something was up, and not ghost me and act like I'm a devil or something

Exactly.
Use words, not silence.

Don't end your life. Please, don't end your life.

Of course not
I'm not suicidal, I'm just done dealing with people

I understand

Oh no..I'm so sorry to hear that. I can understand the feeling and I'm sorry you had to go through that

Always sucks, and doubly so when just trying to make new friends that feel like that they actually give a shit about who you are as a person instead of lusting after some character or an idea of who you are instead of the actual version of you that is real.

I'm sorry you've had to deal with nasty people like that. But just know that there are plenty of awesome and great people out there too. Sometimes it just takes digging through a pile of feces to finally be able to find the diamond in all the noise.

*Sending all the hugs*

Fr, it's so draining
I Judy want genuine friends but... apparently that's too much to ask😅
There's so many people I wanna talk to but afraid to because of this outcome.

You're right there's a lot of good people out there, but like diamonds they are rare😅

Thank you for the kind message, it means a lot ❤️

<3 <3

I can relate