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not giving up...even if i'm terrified
12 months ago
CW: a lot of ranting and swearing, probably by a person who dosen't know the fuck he's/she/they're/shi's talking about
Even if there has and will be times I was past tense.
I've not given up hope entirely, but I am legit fucking terrified. I'm frustrated, I' m angry.
I hope the worst that pile of shit and his regime is curtailed but, I can't say I'm optimistic.
I've not been speaking too much on some things, not because I'm afraid to express them, so much as I'm too fucking burned out to even have a reasonable discussion. Not to mention I'm old enough to have lived through several Republican regimes so, I'm not exactly one to give the GOP the benefit of the doubt.
I'm not saying the Democratic party is perfect, fuck no. But not voting for them is letting the fuckers on the other major side win. You want a 3rd party? Maybe have one of the not-fascists parties be allowed to be in enough power to maybe get a fucking chance at actual change and after a long enough time, then fucking vote 3rd party.
But then again, maybe I really know fuck all about politics.
I might regret this journal later.
Right now I don't fucking care.
I just fucking hope there's a country worth fighting for by 2026 and 2028, I fucking hope people will come to their senses. I fucking hope the Democratic party will get their shit more together so this isn't a clusterfuck.
I hope those who voted for that shit stain will come to regret their decision and maybe vote anything other than the GOP.
I want to fucking hope. I'm very pessimistic, but I want to be FUCKING WRONG.
2020 gave me and Others hope, so did 2022. I never got complacent, But even then, I was terrified. It got vindicated and I want to throw up.
I'm going to do my fucking best to endure this shit...I want to live long enough for a prayer of a chance to change things.
But I'm also fearful for those who might not make it. I want them to. I fucking hope they do, I fucking hope I'm wrong in my fear they'll not make it.
But what in the fuck would I know? I'm American, by default, that makes me a fucking moron. Even if I voted for the Non-fascist party.
Even if there has and will be times I was past tense.
I've not given up hope entirely, but I am legit fucking terrified. I'm frustrated, I' m angry.
I hope the worst that pile of shit and his regime is curtailed but, I can't say I'm optimistic.
I've not been speaking too much on some things, not because I'm afraid to express them, so much as I'm too fucking burned out to even have a reasonable discussion. Not to mention I'm old enough to have lived through several Republican regimes so, I'm not exactly one to give the GOP the benefit of the doubt.
I'm not saying the Democratic party is perfect, fuck no. But not voting for them is letting the fuckers on the other major side win. You want a 3rd party? Maybe have one of the not-fascists parties be allowed to be in enough power to maybe get a fucking chance at actual change and after a long enough time, then fucking vote 3rd party.
But then again, maybe I really know fuck all about politics.
I might regret this journal later.
Right now I don't fucking care.
I just fucking hope there's a country worth fighting for by 2026 and 2028, I fucking hope people will come to their senses. I fucking hope the Democratic party will get their shit more together so this isn't a clusterfuck.
I hope those who voted for that shit stain will come to regret their decision and maybe vote anything other than the GOP.
I want to fucking hope. I'm very pessimistic, but I want to be FUCKING WRONG.
2020 gave me and Others hope, so did 2022. I never got complacent, But even then, I was terrified. It got vindicated and I want to throw up.
I'm going to do my fucking best to endure this shit...I want to live long enough for a prayer of a chance to change things.
But I'm also fearful for those who might not make it. I want them to. I fucking hope they do, I fucking hope I'm wrong in my fear they'll not make it.
But what in the fuck would I know? I'm American, by default, that makes me a fucking moron. Even if I voted for the Non-fascist party.
Tiptoe
~tiptoe
I'm not giving up.
