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I do wonder...
11 months ago
What will happen now.
A discussion with my family was pretty much this
"It's god's will, did you know someone predicted this happening? With our president being attacked, then hardship? It's fine!"
That... did NOT made me feel ANY better on things. seriously this is how faith leads me?
A lot... a lot of bad things seem to just keep happening and it just seems like there's no end to it.
I kept telling myself, "stay hopeful, you can do it" but I don't even know.
I can't even afford to help or commission art, also I just want a better PC to play games on it.. let alone I've kinda feel like the fact I've gone out of my way to gift others, not expecting anything in return.
But seems like people I've helped only lead to more problems or little to no care. perhaps I've been taken advantage of without knowing?
I am still happy with who I am and I definitely don't have regrets in that regard.
But if I am honest?
I, don't think I'll really be able to ever be my true self and I have to be reminded this by some sort of bad thing..
I just want to enjoy feminine things, bondage, and chatting with others if the chance allows it.
anyhow I just ramble.
A discussion with my family was pretty much this
"It's god's will, did you know someone predicted this happening? With our president being attacked, then hardship? It's fine!"
That... did NOT made me feel ANY better on things. seriously this is how faith leads me?
A lot... a lot of bad things seem to just keep happening and it just seems like there's no end to it.
I kept telling myself, "stay hopeful, you can do it" but I don't even know.
I can't even afford to help or commission art, also I just want a better PC to play games on it.. let alone I've kinda feel like the fact I've gone out of my way to gift others, not expecting anything in return.
But seems like people I've helped only lead to more problems or little to no care. perhaps I've been taken advantage of without knowing?
I am still happy with who I am and I definitely don't have regrets in that regard.
But if I am honest?
I, don't think I'll really be able to ever be my true self and I have to be reminded this by some sort of bad thing..
I just want to enjoy feminine things, bondage, and chatting with others if the chance allows it.
anyhow I just ramble.
Hon, take it from someone who escaped similar religiosity; it's better alone.
We’ll see how things go from here, there’s a lot of fear going around but that’s what people do and have done many times before, hopefully time will show it as unfounded as it usually is.