Hi guys, VG here!

I honestly have had seeds of doubt placed within me by my family. I might sound ungrateful for everything that you have done for me, but I am struck by paranoia. And I must know this to settle the doubts that I have. If you followed me, I might not know who you are. What you look or sound like. Or if you truly care. My dad is trying to make me think that I am only hearing what you want me to hear, and that you cannot be trusted. But I do not believe that, because you people are like family to me. And I trust you.

I think you only jump to this if I write the words (VENT) in the title, because you know there is something wrong with me. But for the people that respond to my posts and journals, I also want to know if you believe in the Blue Trickster. This journal is free for opening up on your thoughts about me as a person and what I can do to trust you or even understand. What do you think of my personality? Am I kind or self-centered? Do I seem overbearing, annoying or rude? Am I too emotional? No judgement, no hatred from me. I will hear you out on what you think about me. And make it as long as you want. I will read every one.

I love every single one of you, and honestly, I want to hear what I can do better. The Journal is open to all thoughts and feellings about me. Go ahead and let me know.

-VG 💙💛🐾